So far away™ (Completed)

Me

A/n: Just a little story about me. Enjoy 😊.
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"How did this happen?"
"Why did I become this way?"
"I don't understand anymore"
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Age 3
I was just a cute cubby thing with my mom, she always with me when Dad was gone. But sometimes she would cry, and I wanted to know what was going on. I didnt mine it because I was just three. And always thought I was free. I looked in the mirror and didn't mine looking fat and all. "But 3 year old me, you'll mine at all".

Age 6
I was not alone for now I have two sisters. I found them the most cutest things in the world. We danced and played and we twirled. Our parents were so happy that I was having fun, because I was not the only one. "But 6 year old me, you just don't see, you will be alone again you'll see".

Age 9
Me and the girls were playing dress up, we dressed our toys too and put on make up. Our parents said we're the cutest kids they seen. "But 9 year old me, that word, just don't feel the same".

Age 10
I go to fifth grade. I meant new people and had good grades. I had my love at first sight, to me love is not a game. I thought if I asked him, he will feel the same. But my sisters beat me to it ( one was in third and the other was in first), he looked so red and said "I don't like you ew", and told the whole school. "You see now 10 year old me, you should never fall in love at a young age". (I know this one didn't rhyme at all sorry)

Age 12
I'm in 7th grade, i saw the guy I liked and I was in range. We were told to sit next to each other so we did, but we separated each other, just as expected. I hate him now for telling everyone I liked him, then when I started worked he would always stare at me, again, I hate him. I tried to focus but this asshole wouldn't let me. So to get my attention, he always kicked my chair but never said a word to me. I was so mad I wanted to run or slap him in the face. "But don't you see 12 year old me, that wasn't the case. You still felt something for him, your heart still raced".

Age 13
That would be today I'm in my bed wondering if I should stop all of this. My friends betrayed me and no boy loves me, I cut myself and so did my sis. My parents we having a ' I love you' to ' I don't want to see you right now' thing, and they never knew that their daughter was crying. I still wonder how I became this way, oh yeah, my uncle died and I let the wrong people in and got betrayed. "But Ciana don't you see, your going to high school and you are still me. So let's forget about the past and start our future", but brain can't you see, our future together will never be.

Yeah I rhymed, it's horrible I couldn't really think of any thing else. But I did it. Hope y'all like this one cause I don't.

Love ya ❤️