So far away™ (Completed)

Broken

Yes there is a saying that
You can't break someone who is already broken.

Well it's a true statement to me because I've been broken and always has been. You know why?

People who I trusted as 'friends' broke me and ruined me, but most importantly, I ruined myself.

People who understands what it's like to feel unknown, ignored, have anxiety, cuts, thinks their not enough, who wants to close their eyes forever, who just wants to be happy again...

Pretending to be ok and feel happy can be more exhausting than working another hour.

Thinking about your parents and others you love find out about the real you is scarier than an actual jump scare.

Seeing someone you love the most in your exact state is more heart breaking than an actual heartbreak.

Knowing that your going to be alone is the most saddest thing you can think of.

Staying in bed is more comfortable than going out and taking to people.

Being depressed at a young age is more crazy than actually going crazy. ( because kids shouldn't feel this way that's why)

Yeah, I guess I'm pretty Broken