Siemba ; Unwritten

Two

Lotus

After Amir left, I pretty much chilled and watched some TV until Howard came to be with me. Being BestFriends with Amir, and his only real BestFriend at that, comes with a catch that nobody will understand. Shit and I'm not gonna ask you too either. It's just that good love, that you know is bound to blossom in the future. You know it'll be acted on in the future, but it's amazingly fun and just teasingly exciting. We love each other like Husband and Wife, protect, care, and trust like Siblings, and cherish one another as if we're each other's family airloome. Yet, we're BestFriends, we even help each other in our relationships. I used to think he was only a worker. But there's always more shit behind it right?

I was interrupted out of my thoughts by a knock on the door, I knew it was Howard ass. I'm not too sure I wanna' see or talk to him after what happened in school today... I don't even remember how the fuck he got me again... Last time I checked I ain't fuck with the nigga at all... Now the bitch here at my house to protect me... Ain't that a bitch?

I sat there and listened as his knocking turned into banging before it came to a stop. I finally found enough fucks to get up off the couch and answer the door. 

''Aight ma, you gone let a nigga in or what?''

Amir

I got my shit and left Lo's crib with her watching some show on TV. I'm in the car on my way to the wherehouse just thinkin' 'bout this bullshit on my fuckin' shoulders. I hate leaving her without her knowing everything, but I can't tell her more of my bullshit yet. I'll tell her ass when she's ready... Scarr called me and told me about how Lo's whole being is in my hands, as well as Angelo since he want her, and Howard cause he's in love with the girl same as I am. Talkin' bout I gotta do these drops and lay downs or she'll be layed down. BabyGirl is my life yo, on bible, Nobody would be the same without her. All this talk about how I can't get out cause I been in too long... Bitch I got pulled in... I'm making it out for her, her and Marissa.

Growing up... I ain't have much but Lo'. Howard and Angelo ain't come in 'til fuckin' middle school. Moms had me with a nigga named Alvin, bitch ass walked out when I was 6.. by the time I was 10, moms caught breast cancer and beat it, but died from the heart disease in affects from the keimo. I ended up staying with Lo' and Kreios til I got my place. Kreios is her moms, great lady. Closest thing to a mother I've had since moms. Can't nobody tell me they ain't bad as fuck, cause I know first person why Lotus so bad.... I hit 16 and bought my own place in Kreios name, but I pay everything. Place is mine and I got it til I can put it in my name... When you got a place you need money right?

That's where Scarr came in....

Small robberies turned into ambushes on warehouses, little dope dealing turned into drug shipments, lay downs turned into killing sprees... And for Lotus... Rides to the store became victim to kidnap... I owe her my life and I wouldn't have her or a life if she was to never be here with me. Got a nigga in his feelings and shit. Howard came in with us in middle school, nigga was the shit til he layed eyes on Lo' caramel ass. Just looking at her, his whole demeanor changed... Soon after Howard riding with Lo' and I instead of the whole school... it was the 3. The following year Angelo came back into a nigga life and got in with Howard great, yet he hadn't talked to Lo' til today... I hadn't let him do much... She's too perfect.

Watching her and Howard's love grow was weird as fuck. They just so damn different. You ever watch someone you love make space in their heart for you and somebody else to fall in love? Shits weird. And I wasn't letting Angelo break her more than Howard has already, she already fucked up as is. We all been through some shit, but Lo' shit is different... Me being there for the longest, I know all the shit nobody knows.. behind closed doors, in her dreams, in the dark, and in her mind...  Out of my feelings... from Angelo coming into shit we all drifted into money problems... at first shit was easy and affected no lives, but everything starts off easy, right?

Of course...

Money came easy and when it came down to it, I could support myself, Lo', and Kreios if I needed too...

And now... I have enough to last a lifetime... Putting it all up gives a benefit... I got everything I'd need...Now I just need to Get Out...and I'm taking them with me...