Siemba ; Unwritten

Six ·|

Lotus

I woke up to the voices of five different people in my home... But two of them were in my room and it sounded like an argument... I knew if I'd wanted to hear then I'd better stay sleep...

"Why you stay doin' Baby Girl bold man?" I could hear the anger in Angelo' s voice booming over the sound of his voice. He stayed caring when I could do nothing but be with Howard..

"Who are you to be watching every move with my girl ?" He came off sounding defensive... as if he knows what he's doing when it comes to me.. now I'm curious.

"I'm just saying... if you can't do her right somebody else will man.. She's special bruh. You know what all she been through? Let alone goes through everyday within herself alone man ?" Clearly implying his interest in me... I hadn't thought anything of his interest but little... but maybe I was just wrong.

He was always just that second best friend kind of guy towards me.. But I have a natural thing for making people fall for me on accident... people take a strong liking and catch feelings for me and I can't control that. But I know that because I rarely catch feelings... everyone always ends up with a broken heart and hurt feelings... But I can't blame em.. Kennedy always calls me a heartbreaker... I was taken back from my thoughts about myself at the sound of Howard's voice in my ears as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Look.. I think I love her...  I think I know I love her... I got her man..." I heard Angelo sigh as he walked around and I felt eyes looking at me.. Howard got up to go sit in the window and Angelo grabbed my hand causing my eyes to open... He smiled at the sight of my eyes booming open at his touch.. the touch that always seems to make my skin tingle.. I felt my eyes flash and flash back as he stared intensely before mouthing the few words ... Your eyes went green...

I looked away as I felt a hint of anger build up within myself . I don't even know who the anger was toward, but I had it... It was like it came out of nowhere yet it came from something... Angelo slowly mouthed words to me again If anything happens I'll always be here...

I closed my eyes again to try to sleep more before we went out but Howard came to wake me up so I could start getting dressed... I felt his hand rest on my waist as he bent down to kiss my cheek before speaking, "Babe, come on and get ready so we can go."

I slowly opened my eyes again and looked up at him before sitting up and rubbing my eyes. "What time is it?" the question almost raced out if my mouth like I was ready to leave already.

"It's a quarter after 8 babe, you said you wanted to leave around 9. Go get dressed for me."

I nodded my head as I proceeded to the shower to quickly wash my body free of dreadful thoughts I had going around.. luckily I had my bra and panty set ready for after my shower. Cutting the water on to the correct temperature, I stepped in and stood there for what felt like a temporary forever. Leaving my body in complete bliss as I washed myself a few times and proceeded out to place on a towel over my bra ans panties.

Walking out to my room, I found both Angelo and Howard still in my room. Both staring once I stepped through the door. I went ahead and looked for an outfit in the closet and found my white leather shorts, my white half shirt, and my white booties. I laid them out on my bed before going back to get my black and gold Tom's, then going over to my dresser and getting gold earrings for my first and second holes, gold bangles, and switching out my belly ring and the bar on my wrist and back of my neck from silver to gold to go with the gold necklace I always wear resembling my father's gravestone.

I'll change 'em back to silver when I get home.

Thought went across my mind like thunder. Coming back to look at everything laid out, I felt eyes on me. "Is there a reason you guys are still in here?" I asked needing to be dressed.