Sadness

Best Friends

Everyone is forgivable.

Why didnt I forgive her.

She made a mistake,

And I didn't tell her.

I did let her know I was mad

She did know I was disappointed.

I left her hanging.

I cut her off.

My best friend for life.

Became my best mistake for life.

I could have told her.

I could have forgiven her.

But I cut her off.

I stopped talking to her.

She didn't seem hurt.

Not one bit.

When she sees me,

No waves

No "Hi"s

Nothing.

Not even a glare.

She's moved on

And I can't

I'm not allowed to see her.

Because I judged and told

I didn't try to stop the mistake from happening more

I just told and lost her

I cant say im sorry.

I can't have her back.

Our friendship was broken

Because I didn't take my own advice.

Mercy triumphs over judgment.

She was my life at one point.

I should have had mercy

Instead of judging.

I miss her

I cry about breaking my own word.

God says that he forgives

And so should we.

I always forgive

Right?

I always have mercy instead of judgment

Right?

Wrong,

I judged and lost her.

I'll never have her back.

Ever.

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Btw. I'm not writing from a males perspective, and I'm not a lesbian. This is about losing my best friend because she made a mistake and I didn't forgive her. Now I can't talk to her and she's my neighbor. I see her all the time and I realized that she has moved on and I regret it greatly.