Have you ever missed someone so much, but you didn't know why.
They could have made you cry for days, or even weeks, or in my case, every time you think of them. Maybe it's because I feel, he was my first real love.
But thinking about him, about our interactions, about how happy he made me, it makes the void in my chest grow. The void just keeps growing.
I was gone for three weeks. . . I came back and he had found someone new, had new priorities, and wanted nothing to do with me.
Yet for some reason, I crawled back. The void was too much, and I thought seeing those little ". . ." when he was typing, I thought it would make me happy again.
All it did was make that void bigger, and bigger.
How could I miss someone so much? How could I feel this hurt?
YOU ARE READING
Sadness
RandomThese are the things i wrote when i am depressed or sad. I dont tell anyone my feelings, i just write them and hope someone reads them oneday, so im not alone in my pain.... Jk im just a depressing piece of shiz.... ❤
