I long for the comfort of someone's touch. The feeling of being safe from everything inside. Like nothing can hurt you when you are in the arms of someone you love. I want to feel safe from the things battling me inside. To feel the battles being stopping inside me. For time to stop around me as I'm being held in the arms of someone. To be comforted. To be safe. To be loved. To be loved by him. Having someone wipe the tears away as I cry. Someone to hold me until the hurt goes away. That's what I need right now. I need it from him, because I keep trying to give up on him. But all I can think is, "What if I went to him and he was there for me. What if he would hold me, and wipe the tears away." I think this, even though I know he won't be there. He will never be there.
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Sadness
RandomThese are the things i wrote when i am depressed or sad. I dont tell anyone my feelings, i just write them and hope someone reads them oneday, so im not alone in my pain.... Jk im just a depressing piece of shiz.... ❤
