Do you ever feel unwanted. Like when you try your hardest to be a part but you aren't wanted there. Like when you love someone and they treat you like they don't want you anymore. I guess a lot of things change in three weeks. The last thing he said before I got grounded was I love you. After I go grounded he was the first person I contacted. And now it seems like he doesn't want me. "K, what do you want me to do about it?" He asked as I sit on my floor crying because I'm terrified. I text him and he gives me short one word answers. He's been rude. I called him and only had about five minutes and talked to him the whole time? He says that I don't talk to him when he calls me. I've only been ungrounded for about 4 days. When I'm with my best friend that I havent' been with for three weeks, and I spend time to call him. I was in the middle of doing something with her and I called him. I didn't talk but called him for the company. He was still rude to me and acted like he didn't want me. I thought he loved me. I guess he found someone else to love in those three weeks. I mean it did take me five days to fall in love with him. Who knows he could have found someone else the day after he was told I was grounded. When I confronted him he gave me rude answers. I just said bye and I think I just lost him.
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Sadness
RandomThese are the things i wrote when i am depressed or sad. I dont tell anyone my feelings, i just write them and hope someone reads them oneday, so im not alone in my pain.... Jk im just a depressing piece of shiz.... ❤
