black blood

twenty eight

lmao I played myself I just talked about not waking up with anxiety for a while and I did today

I mean at least it got me to wake up at a reasonable time rather than 4pm??

jimin woke up feeling quite happy.

he tried shifting around, but he didn't have much room to do so.

where the fuck was he?

he glanced around and then realized he was still snuggled into jungkooks hoodie.

"g'morning, jiminnie," he can hear jungkook say softly.

the reason why unknown to jimin, his cheeks flushed bright red.

he shuffled out of the sweatshirt and took his place next to jungkook, hugging his torso and staring up at him with his signature eye smile.

jungkook smiled back at him, and he couldn't help but lean forward and kiss him.

"thank you for last night, kookie," he says quietly, loosening one of his arms around jungkooks waist to wrap around his shoulder.

"did you wanna tell me what happened?" jungkook asks, using one of his hands to brush jimins hair out of his eyes.

"ah, just my mom and I are fighting about her boyfriend and im not sure we can come back this time," he says softly. jungkook bites his lip.

"jiminnie, open my phone and check the message from seokjin," he says softly.

jimin raisea an eyebrow but obeys, grabbing jungkooks phone and unlocking it.

when he clicked on the message from jin, his smile faded.

how did he get that?

when did yoongi take that?

why would he give it to jin of all people?

he felt his stomach do flips and his throat tighten.

he turned off yoongis phone.

"I.." he couldn't even finish his sentence.

what was he supposed to say?

jungkook would definitely break up with him now.

was he supposed to lie?

"did yoongi have permission to take that?" jungkook asks quietly. jimin shakes his head.

"why would he do that? that picture is going to spread everywhere and ruin me. everyone is gonna treat me like a slut again," jimin says. he began to panic.

"jiminnie it's fine. you'll be fine," jungkook says, cupping jimins face in order to calm him down.

"what am I supposed to do? this is all going so terribly wrong, jungkook. im failing school, everyone knows im a slut, im fighting with my mom and you'll probably break up with me because im a slut-"

"don't say that, baby. youre not a slut. I wouldn't break up with you for that. unless you had sex with him while we were still dating id be a little upset," jungkook says.

jimin doesn't respond for a second.

"I didn't," he lies. jungkook smiles.

"thats good," he responds. he caresses jimins cheek lightly with his thumb.

jungkook knew he was lying.

but for some reason he felt like all the sex he had in order to keep himself sane didn't make hm a bad person.

sex just gave him the feeling he needed.

thats how he learned to deal with things.

but now jimin didnt know was that he could go to jungkook if he felt sad.

he does do that, but not in the way he should.

that's not how he learned to deal.

and jungkook was willing to show him not just sex could distract him from the worlds problems.

jungkook could.

but he was also scared jimin wouldn't figure if out and he'd move on to having sex with other people too.

he wouldn't even consider the possibility of going to jungkook to make him happy.

"jimin what do you think about me making you happy?" he says suddenly.

the decision was made. it was rough and quick and probably stupid. but it was made.

"what do you mean?" jimin asks.

jungkook pulled him closer so their noses were touching.

"having sex with someone who cares about you is known to make you feel better," jungkook whispers.

skrrt skrrt I just realised this is ending sooner than expected

alsoo,,, vkook is happening in the sequel just saying