black blood

thirty

you all have the right to personally murder me after this

jimins blaring alarm woke him up.

he felt like shit.

he genuinely just didn't want to be here.

slowly, he turned off his alarm and trudged out of his room for breakfast.

getting ready for school could wait.

what he didnt expect was for his mother to be patiently waiting for him.

"sit down, please," she says. he raises an eyebrow at her.

"if were talking about jeonghyun, then I don't wanna talk," he says.

"it is about jeonghyun, but not in the way you think," she says.

that changed his mind.

he sat down with her, and she sighed deeply.

"we broke up. I realized his intentions with me, and it wasnt working out too well anyway," she says.

"and jimin, I'm so sorry for treating you like that. im so sorry for putting you through that because I was so obsessed with him," she finishes. jimin smiles.

"its okay. just dont do it again," he warns. she nods.

they stay silent for a second, before she clasps her hands together and the mood lightens.

"you go get you some breakfast. I'll drive you to school," she says. jimin nods.

he felt just a little better.

***

today was the day to tell yoongi.

he was going to confess after school.

he figured it wouldnt be too has because he was convinced yoongi felt something for him too.

he kind of showed it.

he waited by the bleachers for him, and he was evidently nervous. he was shaking. and his stomach felt like they were doing several flips.

he only got more nervous when he saw yoongis figure in the distance getting closer.

before he knew it, the older boy was right in front of him.

"you need my lighter? 'cause I forgot it at home," he says, heaving himself up in the bleacher next to jimin.

the younger bit the inside of his cheek. how was he supposed to do this.

"listen, I know this may sound weird and all. after you leaked my nudes and shit," jimin starts.

"yea.. well that sucks," yoongi says with a shrug.

jimin furrowed his brows in confusion, but he just brushed it off and continued.

"anyway, I dont know where we're supposed to go after this, and if itll work out," he continues.

"the hell are you saying?"

"I'm in love with you, yoongi," jimin says. he had as much confidence as possible at this point.

but when yoongi just laughed, he broke.

"it was bound to happen, kid. tough break," he says with a smile, patting jimin on the back.

"what?" jimin asks, his mouth a gaping hole. he was shocked.

"we made the no strings attached rule, jimin. you broke that rule. not my fault, kid," he says.

"I'll see you around, jimin. I have to get home," he says. his hand remains on his shoulder for a second before he gets up and leaves.

jimin couldn't believe any of this.

he fell for him.

he really did.

but it was one sided this entire time?

he led himself into a trap?

hes such a fucking idiot.

but still, he couldn't help the fact that his heart felt like it was being pulled on and toyed with.

he didn't like being toyed with like that.

he let the tears fall, and he just sat on the bleachers for an hour realising he had made such a dumb mistake.

but most of all, he was so heartbroken.

you're such an idiot for falling for min yoongi, park jimin.

stage five.