black blood

nineteen

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jimin kept on thinking about yoongi.

he just couldn't stop.

his brain was itching to talk to him more.

so thats why he texted him.

YOONGI

JIMIN

hey

hey jimin

are you busy?

no, why?

idk do you wanna hang out?

at my house?

my mom's not home so we'd
be alone

uhhh

sure I guess

cool

I'll send my address

cool. I'll be there soon.

jimin set his phone down, sighing. he had been tense the entire time he texted yoongi.

maybe because they had a stronger bond, but he didnt really know and it confused him why he was so nervous.

as expected, ten minutes later someone rang his doorbell.

knowing who it was, he stood up and made his way to the door, praying he looked exceptional.

he pulled open the door, greeted by yoongi, who looked the same as he did when he was at school.

jimin stepped aside, making room so yoongi could step inside the house.

"we can just hang out in my room," he says awkwardly, pointing down the hallway to his room. yoongi nods, and waits as jimin closes his front door.

he follows him to his room, sitting on the edge of his bed. jimin closes and locks his door.

and he couldn't help but let the conversation slip past his mouth.

"look, I know this is awkward but I wanted to like talk about stuff," he says, sitting down on his bed facing yoongi.

"okay," yoongi says, getting more comfortable on jimins bed.

"so.. do you like ever feel sad? like sometimes you get home and you just feel really shitty?" jimin asks. yoongi bites the inside of his cheek.

"well.. I think its just I constantly feel sad. like I never feel happy. sometimes I feel sadder than usual, but otherwise I'm just never happy," he says with a shrug.

"oh.. well why dont you want anyone to know how depressed you are?" jimin asks.

"last time people found that out, it ended badly. people either told me to kill myself or they said they found that I was so sad kind of stupid. or they were like 'get better' as if I was just sick and some kind words would make me feel better. but nobody really cared, which hurt a lot. now everyone just thinks im sex addicted, which is better than everyone thinking im some emo shit nobody likes,"  yoongi explains.

"i did the same thing. i mean you've been at it longer than I have, but I did the same thing," jimin says. yoongi shifts so hes fully on jimins bed and facing him.

"did you ever think about just not having sex and trying to be someone different? like maybe.. talking to a therapist or dating someone or just genuinely trying to change your life?" jimin asks hesitantly. yoongi looks down.

when he finally looks up at jimin, he has no evident emotion in his eyes.

"did you?" yoongi asks. jimin bites his lip.

"no," he responds quietly.

they don't speak for a while. jimin just let everything yoongi said settle in.

after a while, yoongi spoke.

"jimin.. do you remember what happened the last party we were at together?" yoongi asks quietly. jimin shakes his head.

"at first before you got drunk you said you wanted this crazy moment to happen that you wouldn't ever talk about, but here I am talking about it," yoongi says. hes starting to doubt if he should tell jimin.

"what happened?" he asks, starting to feel a little concerned.

"i kissed you," yoongi says, his eyes still trained on his hands.

jimin definitely didn't expect that.

and he didnt know what to say.

he bit his lip, and all he could be was confused.

he only knew what to say when yoongi finally looked up, and then they locked gazes.

it was intense. jimin felt so small, yet he also felt he couldn't look away and this was such an intimate moment.

it felt unreal. and a cold feeling washed over his body.

"yoongi?" he starts. yoongi blinks at him, unable to say anything.

"do you mind kissing me again?"

y'all know what bouta happen in the next chapter rite