im so tired and hey look its 2am
TAEHYUNG
JIMIN
tae
yes ma'am
i got a boyfriend
damn whats his name
not important
the problem is I told him
about my past and i
I didn't mean to
and now he knows i was
a slut
oh
did he judge you for it?
no
thats what I'm scared of
he wants to have an
actual relationship with
me
oh then thats good right?
no its not good!!
idk how relationships
work!!
sure ya do
you dated that one
asshole
but taehyung I'm
so scared
I've never actually
committed to one of
these things
and I know that I won't
be loyal
sex with yoongi is so
intoxicating
do I just not tell him?
well not referring
to is as "this thing"
would be a start
second off I say dont
tell him
you'll lose your only
chance at a decent guy
if he is decent, that is.
hes really decent
he's super sweet and
caring
but that also scares me
like if he does something
I dont like he apologizes
for it
and he takes me on
dates
and he kisses me like he
means it
and we havent even had
sex yet
well shit
why is that so scary?
idk
nobody has ever done
that for me before
and its new
and I know how to deal
with being toyed with n
seen as an object
this shit is is like
"WOAH HI IM HERE
BITCH"
YOU ARE READING
black blood
Fanfiction"I don't wanna be a slut anymore, but I guess im the same when it comes to you." - warnings: smut, angst, vulgar language, lowercase intended yoonmin.
