Meeting Innocence

5

BELLA'S PoV

"I love you babe, I love you so much and I was stupid to have cheated on you. Please just give me another chance. Anita. Please Anita. " Said Robert.

I read over and over the same lines that Robert said to Anita in the romantic novel catching red.
Don't get me wrong, the novel is extremely interesting but I just can't seem to keep my mind off Jacob.
The man that my heart so desperately desires, I do not understand the sudden desires that are developing each time I think of Jacob.
Jacob, a man of purpose just like the one in the Christian Bible.
Heck I don't even know his last name.

Something about him screams dangerous and power but I can't seem to stay away.
The way he looks at me with his hazel eyes, the look in his eyes hold deep emotions, the way he thinks things over before he could respond to my question, the deep hazel eyes that turns softer and calm when he stares into mine, the way his hands felt in mine so manly, his masculine deep voice causes shivers to run my entire body. It just draws me in. So artistic.

I look at my wrist watch and it reads 7 pm, he should have been here by now or maybe my watch is misleading me.
I look at the watch at the wall and it reads the same.

Maybe his just busy.
'yeah he is just probably busy' I say with the intentions of trying to convince myself.
I then try to refocus my attention back on the romantic novel.

Who am I kidding? I can't drive my attention any where else but to the devil himself, Jac.

Maybe he changed his mind, maybe he thought I was not woman enough for him, too young to be his.
I don't mind the age though, he would be thirty years older if he wanted and I think I would still fall for him, fall for his mouth watering lips.

He's not coming.

I tell myself as I start to take off my ear rings but then put them back on, still hoping that he might just be running late, but who is ever late on their first date?
Is this even a date?
Well I think it is but does he think the same too?

Thirty five minutes later, I decided he is not coming. Maybe he changed his mind.
He changed his mind.
'He's not coming.'
I tell myself again feeling disappointed and not good enough.
Not worth it.

DIN DONG

The door bell rings and my heart stops beating for a while, my stomach drops in anxiety.
I just stand there starring at the door, caught in a trance asking myself if there really is a knock at the door.

DIN DONG

The door bell rings again, telling me that I did not just imagine it. There is truly some one behind my door, knocking.

Snapping out of it as the bell rings again.
I make slow steps towards the door and slowly opening it, taking in a deep breath and there,
Standing in the door way with his hands in his stupidly expensive gray suit that defined his handsomeness and brought out the confidence that he already posses.
Was the long awaited Jacob.
He looks like a rich man which I didn't think he was.

His plough slightly pink lips were slightly parted as he eyed me from my feet to my head and left in awe state, excitement dancing in his eyes.

I hope I am not over dressed, I am hoping that am not which I think am not.

I am wearing a navy blue dress that I might add fits me perfectly, just made for my tiny body. Paired with black heels.

I am pretty sure I am not over dressed.

Jacob clears his voice before saying " you_ you look beautiful " looking right into my eyes.
I can't help the blush that spreads my entire cheeks causing me to shy away for a while then quickly gain my composure.

"You're not so bad yourself" I say fixing my gaze at him before stepping aside and saying "please do come in"

He walks in then stands in the middle of the living room looking from one corner of my apartment to the other giving me his back before turning fixing his gaze on me.

"Nice apartment" he says and says nothing more.
I understand because I have noticed that he is a quite man and he likes to keep to himself.

"Thanks" I say as I walk towards him.
Though I know he is just trying to be polite or his apartment is worse than mine. "Let me just get my purse" I say and walk to my bedroom and grab my navy blue purse with some gold in it.
I mean fake gold, just the colour of gold any ways.

'Don't mess this up" I tell myself looking at my reflection in the mirror, then walk out my bed room door to the living room where Jacob remained standing.
Stupid!

I didn't even offer him a seat.
I could I have forgotten to offer him a seat.

I walk to him and he turns to look at me.
"Shall we?" He asks and I hook my hand in his arm.
"Yes off course" I say to him.

We exit my apartment and walk hand in hand until we stopped to a very beautiful car that I released a gasp for.

Its beautiful and expensive too, now I know that I don't know much about cars but I know a good one when I see one.

"Is this your car?" I ask and her opens the passengers seat's door for me so I could entire.
Soon after he walked to his seat without replying to my question.

Okay that must mean yes.