Meeting Innocence

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Fear.
The down fall of every man kind,  fear brings even the strongest and most courageous man to his knees.
It drives us all in Sean.
It could be fear of death, fear to lose something or someone important to us, fear of what your tomorrow maybe or would bring even the fear of people having knowledge of what your biggest fear is.

My fear is ending the life of this innocent beauty, this Angel that has captured my dark heart and soul with out her knowledge.
Am afraid I will end her, her beautiful self.

For three weeks now since the encounter I had with Bella, I have been watching her every move
Which is quite simple, not what I expected.

She wakes up every Mondays, Tuesdays Thursdays and Fridays report for work at Tina's.

Knock off at  8 pm, go home and  never come out until the following morning.
She lives alone in a crappy small apartment that is a bit far from the city, how dangerous this is.
She goes to the library on her free days.
Yep! Quite simple.

I did my research on her.
I wanted to stay away from her, believe me I really did, but I just couldn't.
Her whole being just keeps calling to me.
Calling my demons into awakening, calling my name ever so sweetly  slow with intensity.
I can't help myself. I really want her.
I have to have her all to myself, mine.
She is mine and only mine.

                   INFORMATION GATHERED.

Name: Esabella  Ferhat   but mostly known as  Bella.

Age: 19

Born: 7 th  of August. Quite young, more reason to stay away I know but I can't.
I don't want to.

Family : she is an only child, has no mother no father just her 34 year old aunt, her parents died about four years ago in a drastic car accident.
That was so tragic and my little Bella was left all alone to deal the pain of lose.
I really wish I was there for her,  to comfort her, to let her know that she is not alone, that she would never be alone ever because I will always be right here for her.
For my  sweet little Bella.

Relationships:she has had two boyfriends,
One named Victor and the other named Derrick who was an asshole.
Breaking up with her in the time of the death of her parents.
I could kill him for hurting my angel and never look back, feeding his body to the dogs.

Occupation :she is working in a restaurant to rise money for college. She wants to become a script writter, what a turn on.

I have to talk to her
I need to talk to her, I can't take this any more, eyeing her from a far. Looking at her through glass.
I need to forget the what ifs cause if I don't act on it I will never know. I have to talk to her,  hear her sweet voice again.

I see her pack her books in her pitch hand bag , straighten her short checked skirt and exists the library  walking down the whall way, swelling her hips here and there, her heels making a clinking sound.
I have been following her every move for the past weeks and no matter how creepy that sounds,  I really do not care.

Even in heels, she is still short. Her short height makes her look even more cuter if that is even a word.

I have to talk to her, I walk towards her   calling  to her.

"Excuse me, Mss" I yell Joge walking to her slowing into a walk.

"Me?" She asks turning  to look behind her then to her sides and stopping in her trucks, the slight wind blowing her hair away from her face giving me a clear view of her naturally beautiful face.

"Yes you, may I talk to you ? It will only take a few minutes" I say standing opposite to her, a wide grin graces my face.

"Okay...." She says with a smile that suddenly reduced, a frown forms on her forehead.
"Wait, I know you. I have seen you somewhere before?" She asks  more like stating.