Meeting Innocence

11

Oh my god,
Oh my god.

What have I just seen?

"Jacob what are you?" I ask him in a  shaking whisper.

The tears of fear freely slide down my cheeks.
What is he?

He takes slow steps towards me with his hands in his pockets.
He wears a regrettable face.

I shakingly put down the file in my hand on the glass table and pick up another file

But before I could open it, he grabs my arm and gets the file out of my hand then set's  it aside.

"Get away from me!" I scream at him as I push him away.

He tries to reach out to me, but I can't let him.
Not until I know what am getting myself into.

"Don't" I say meaning every bit of it.
He stops with a sorrowful look.

"Bella" he calls me in a nervous voice.

I feel confused and weak.
I pull a chair outwards from the kitchen table.
I put my head in my palms.

I see Jacob kneel in front of me.

I can't push him away any more, I don't want to but I have.

I try to push him away but firmly hold my not letting me go.

"Let me go!" I scream bit he does not let me go. I struggle in his hold.
Am now shaking from fear.
Jacob pulls away a bit seeing the state am into.

"Fuck!" Is all he says before pulling me into his arms and hugs me tightly.

"Just let me explain" he says then kisses me cheek from cheek.

"Then explain" I tell him.
He lift's me up from the chair I was seated on then sits on it placing me on his laps.

He pulls my hair and rest's it on my right shoulder.
He give soft, warm and moisturising kisses on my neck sending shivers all around my body especially between my legs.

"Ja_ Jacob" I moan and bit my lip after realising what I have just  did.

He continues to render me helpless, kissing down to my shoulder blade and sacking on it.
I bit my lip to prevent me from moaning out loud.

"Jac, what are you?" I ask trying to get him to stop which he does.

He gives a tight squeeze my bare thighs.
I give a gasp, slightly jumping up.

He turns me around so that am facing  him. I rest my legs on either sides of his hips.

"I just gather information about people who don't want to be known" he says dropping his eyes from me.
"For people who want information about them or want to know where they are hiding to" he finishes

"Oh" I say feeling embarrassed about the way I behaved early.

"Sorry I over reacted" I said  shyly feeling stupid.

"It's okay, I under_" I cut him short by  passionately kissing him.

He pulls me closer to him, kissing me hard and rough which I suppressing loved.
I gasp as I feel Jacob squeeze my butt, giving him chance to plunge his toung  inside my mouth exploring my mouth, sending fire works around my body.

I feel myself become wet between my legs.

We pull away so we could catch breath.
I fix my burning gaze on him, we are both panting very hard.
His blue eyes turning darker.

"I.. I think...I should g_" he cut me slamming his lips back on mine.

I push him impossibly closer to him as our kiss gets heated.

My hands roam his bare chest as I become more aroused. Am dripping wet as we  speak.

My hands reach his waist as I push my hands inside his sweatpants.

"Don't wake something you will not put back to sleep" he says holding both my hands still breathing heavily.
He gives me a peck on the lips.

"Please" I say as I rest my forehead on his.
I can't believe am actually begging for this.
But I can't help it, Jacob makes me feel things that no other man has ever made me feel.
I can give myself to him and not regret it one bit.

"No, your not taking straight" he says before he helps me stand on my feet and then holds my hand in his.

Oh I think I have fallen in love with him.

I gasp realising that I just said that out loud.
I see Jacob look down to me with a smirk on his devilishly mouth watering lips.

I quickly look away in a silly and shy way.

Jacob bursts in loud laughter.
I can't help the smile that spreads on my face.

Jacob is laughing.

It makes me feel happy that he is happy.