:[march to the sea]:

|eleven|

trigger warnings for detailed stories of rape oops

T Y L E R

"Here I have a good secret." Josh says after a moment.

"What is it?" I ask

"Blurryface kissed me when you were gone, and I kept wishing he would switch back to you in the middle of it so I could be kissing you." He tells me. I look up at him but his eyes are closed.

"Really?" I hope he isn't joking.

"Yeah. And I felt guilty for it because he kissed me and I didn't know if you'd want that, so I didn't kiss back or anything." He adds.

His eyes are still closed when I sit up a little and attach our lips. His eyes fly open, but his lips instantly start moving with mine. I move so I'm sitting on top of him and put my hands on either side of his head. He holds the back of my neck to keep me close. Adrenaline is rushing through my body and my lips feel electric against his. I lick his lip, trying to get past it. He opens his mouth and I don't hesitate to explore with my tongue. I only pull away when it starts to get hard to breathe. I fall back onto the bed.

"Wow." I breathe.

"Wow." Josh says in the same tone. He rolls over to wrap his arm around me. I inch closer to him, melting against his body.

"Your lips are really soft." he giggles.

"My lips are tingly." I  correct him.

"Well I like how they feel against mine." He declares.

"I liked having my face against yours and my tongue in your mouth." I can't help but to laugh at myself.

"So blunt." He laughs.

"Don't laugh, its true. Your mouth tastes good." I say, acting offended.

"So does yours. It was nicer than having blurryface force me to make out with him."

"Oops. Sorry." I smile sheepishly.

"I'll forgive you if you kiss me again." He smiles as I sit back up.

"I'm doing this for forgiveness." I say before pushing my lips against his again. This time, I move from his lips to his jaw, to his neck, to his collarbone. I make sure to leave light purple spots on his skin. He gasps as I move along his collarbone. When he's about to let out a moan, I pull away and lay back down on my side of the bed.

"Asshole." He mutters.

"What was that?" I roll back over.

"You're a tease." He hisses.

"Too bad. You'll have to get used to it." I snap at him. I roll back over to face away from him before cuddling back into his side. He wraps an arm around me.

"A shit ton happened today." He realizes.

"Yeah. And I'm tired, so shut up." He laughs a little at my grumpiness before going quiet again. "Goodnight Joshua." I say after a while.

"Goodnight TyGuy." He kisses the top of my head before throwing his leg over mine. I fall asleep fairly quickly for the first time in a long time.