Chapter 48 : Yes or No

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I didn't know how to react . I was pissed yet I was hurt . How stupid is Derek?

"Derek stop."
"But baby we just s-"
"No I'm being serious ."
"Uhm alright then ?"

Derek stood up and turned on the lights .

"So are you going to explain yourself ?"
"Explain my self ?" He scoffed
"Yes ! What you think this is some type of joke ?"
"Omg who said I- oh so I'm the bad one now !"
"Jesus Derek!"
"you were the one who left !"
"Yea because you decided to say stupid sh-"
"Derek ! How would you feel if I said oh yea Imma go kiss another guy and I actually do it ."
"Bullshit April !"
"Omg are you kidding me !"
"What! We both know you wouldn't do that shit to me ."
"What makes you think I wouldn't cheat on you?"
"Because you wouldn't ! I know your ass too fucking well , besides why would you want to cheat on me ? Like what the fuck dude ."
"Derek what you said w-"
"You know what , why don't you just fucking say it !"
"Say what !"
"JUST FUCKING SAY IT APRIL!"

I hate when Derek yells , it leaves me hurt and always leaves me crying .

I felt my heart froze. I got scared .

"Say what!"
"OMG really April ! Your serious "
"WHAT DEREK WHAT . WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY!"

Derek held his head with his hands . I knew he was gonna lose his shit.

"April ."
"What Derek!"
"Do you love Grayson?"
"What?"
"You heard me ."
"No I don't !"
"Then why don't you tell them huh ? Why haven't you told any of your friends or even Cameron about me ! What oh im such a bad influence .  I SAVED OUR BABY ! FROM YOU!"
"Stop ."
"OH NOW YOU WANT ME TO STOP! IM A BAD GUY NOW HUH!"
"DEREK STOP!"
"NO WHY DONT YOU STOP! LETS SEE HOW MANY GUYS HAVE YOU FUCKED HMM APRIL ? HOW MANY! WAIT U PROBABLY DONT REMEMBER! YOU FUCKING SLUT."
"Stop .."

I couldn't . I lost my strength . I bursted into tears .

I sat on a table and covered my eyes .
I don't know how to feel right now .

Derek's P.O.V :

What the fuck? What is going on with me ? Why did I lash out on April ? Wait what ?

I stood staring at April crying . What did I say ? I couldn't bear to see her like that .

I slowly walked towards her and hugged her .

"Don't touch me ."
"Baby I'm sorry ."
"No!"
"April please ."
"Do you have any idea on what you just said to me ?"
"April..."
"No ! Keep saying what you said ! I'm a slut ! A whore ."
"Your none of that !"

I know what I did was wrong .. Fuck what did Tez give me ?

I hugged April but this time I made Her get up . She didn't even want to hug me .

"Baby I said I was sorry ." I said while kissing her neck

April stood there looking at me .

I looked at her .

"April.."

She looked away

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