My Immortal - Immortalfox fanfiction boyxboy

I'm happy. Which is weird to say, for me, considering how stressed out I've been lately. And it all seems over such a little thing now. I recently discovered I'm in love with my best friend, Aleks, and I just can't seem to shake that feeling.

I had never had gay thoughts before then but ,afterwords, I adored them. Then I was stressed about how I would tell Aleks and began to wonder how it would affect our friendship, or if it would at all.

Of course it will, but now I'm positive Aleks loves me back and I plan to tell him my feelings after tonight's stream, which is the reason for my cheeriness. 

I hum as I tap happily against my steering wheel. I have the groceries for the stream in the backseat which consists of candy, soda, and other childish food products. Finally arriving back at the office I park and grab the bags. 

It's late at night and no one is around so I quickly go inside, trying to hurry so I don't miss the beginning of the stream or anything.

When I'm about to enter our newly done stream room I'm hit with this stench, it smells awful. I had already been smelling it but now it's at its worst. I'm almost afraid to open the door, but I slowly do and walk in a little bit, almost throwing up at the sick sight in front of me. The bags I was holding are immediately dropped to the floor.

Blood is almost everywhere, it looks like a massacre took place in here. It just might have. All of my friends are dead; no one is alive. Who would do this? Why are they like this? How could this have happened?

A noise startles me and I let out a small squeal. Aleks is looking at me with a harsh glance, a bloodied knife in his hand and blood on his t-shirt. As soon as he notices it's me his gaze softens and he rushes over to me, dropping the knife along with his cold glare.

I jump backwards away from him. "Aleks, what is this? What happened?" I asked with a shaky voice, fearing I already knew the answer. The clues were obvious: He was the only one alive, he had been holding the knife. 

I hold back sobs as he pulls me into a hug, one that I didn't want. Moments ago I would have cherished a hug with Aleks, but now? I couldn't. I can't.

I try to push him away but I'm not sure he notices. "Eddie, calm down please. Don't think badly of me. I did it for you. I did this all for you."

That stopped my attempts. "For me? Why? I-I didn't want this."

Aleks then steps back and looks at me, "Because they where in the way. They where always there and you payed to much attention to them. You didn't notice me, Eddie I love you. I couldn't have them as a distraction."

It was true, in a sense. I had been ignoring him for a bit now, only because being around him had been to hard with me being in love with him. Now I wish I hadn't ignored him, if I had just told him sooner then they would be alive. I started crying. Aleks loved me back but I can't rejoice that fact now. I wouldn't say it back ever. 

"Don't cry please." He says, which just makes me sob harder as I try to choke them back but to no luck.

"Listen, we have to leave now."

"No, I don't know you anymore. I'm not going with you anywhere you monster!" I shout at him. I'm afraid of him now. I never thought he was going to do anything like this but he's insane. It's obvious now. 

"Sorry Eddie, I have a secret place for us to go. You'll learn to love me there, I know it." He says then pulls a gun out seemingly nowhere - probably out of a pocket or something in reality - and then before I can run away  he hits me with it and I black out.

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When I wake up I think it was all a dream. Some sort of sick dream made up from some fucked up corner of my mind. However, when I look around and I'm in a strange room that I've never seen before, and in a strange bed I know that is not true.

I'm just in my boxers, which is definitely not what I was wearing when I blacked out last night. 

Last night when my friends died.

The thought rushed back to me and instantly I start crying. How could I forget they aren't alive anymore? I already miss them so much. And what did the fans think when the live stream never started last night? How sad will they be?

All these questions spin through my mind, all centered on the fact that my friends are dead which makes me sob even harder.

Even more so the lingering thought in the back of my head was how could Aleks do something like that? I thought I knew him. He's a completely different person and I'm afraid of where my kidnapper is right now. 

And as if on cue, he swiftly strides into my room right now and comes on the bed and wraps me in his arms. Just a few days ago I would've loved for this, I even had dreams about cuddling with Aleks on a bed, but now I don't want this.

"Get away from me, you monster," I try to shout at him but my voice is weak from crying and I just end up sounding pathetic.

"Eddie, shhh. Please calm down everything is going to be okay. I love you."

I sniffle, I do need to stop crying I seem like a little baby. I don't want to seem weak. 

"That's better." He paused then resumed his sentence, "You have to understand why I did this."

"How...It was completely unnecessary you are fucking insane." I say, but I don't try to fight his arms around me. Honestly it seems like a futile effort, as well as I'm still tired and I have a headache where the gun hit me. 

"No I did it for you. They were in the way one day you'll see it." 

I realize he does indeed sound crazy, and as fucked up as it sounds I still have feelings for it. Those thoughts scared me the most, because I didn't want to have feelings for him. He's a monster and I can't be having feelings for him. Yet I do. He still seems the same. And he still looks hot. 

"Get away from me."I say with a shaky voice. I would like to believe my voice was shaky because I am afraid of Aleks, but in the back of my mind I know that is not the complete reason. I know the underlining part of that is my voice is shaking because I have feelings for Aleks still and that is really what I'm afraid of.

Surprisingly enough, however, Aleks gets up and respects my wishes. I sigh in relief but a part in me feels sad when he leaves, and I almost wish he would have stayed. 

I've never used wattpad before to publish a story, so I really don't know how well this sort of chapter length will work out but hopefully it isn't to short or anything like that, and if it is I will increase the chapter length. Also if any of the other settings or weird, my bad I'll work on it to get used to using wattpad.