Physical Temptation

Untitled Part 5 ( First tease)

Oh well guess who's life just got boring, nop! not mine, Guess again. Good guess Julian. Looks like he needed some company, a little attention, like always I'm his last resort. I didn't wanna brush him off, yet I didn't like this idea, then again this is us, this is me, I use, abuse and just like him lose interest fast. This booty calls I guess I can live with them, Hell I didn't even want a relationship, damn I could have no. Y? long story.... you'll hear about that later down the road but for now it's pure Julian. Julian, his smile , his hair , his attitude, me , after days hell months of this on going crap at nights, " I wanna fuck you." he said, 

 "hmm , like every other girl you came around?!?" I more or less stated.

" I haven't even done it yet."

" Like I gonna believe you .... rite, the amount a girls I see you with and You think i'll believe you... come better than that bae."

" I srs"

"*rollseyes*"

" come on na,no one has to know."

" Why me"

" cuz"

" you already ve so much hoes", I responded before he cud even attempt to finish his text. " I'm not interested in being one"

" Oh gosh come na girl"

 " BYE JULIAN!!!"

Julian kept watching me during school hour  causing the ones around him to look at me as well , talk bout being uncomfortable. I do what I did best looked straight ahead of me, looking

 un-bothered ......

"Hi" he popped.

"ohh, like you bored??"

"sup"

" just chilling"

" spend me a pic na"

"* rollseyes*"

" oh gosh come na"

" Julian every shitting  time is the same shit go harass some other girl"

" But I wanna talk to you"

" Why me huh Julian why???"

"cuz no one will suspect anything." 

" you na for real"

" I am" " U IN?"

God I just wanted this guy out of my life, and apparently my body was willing to go the exact mile. Wow I was really in this for real now shit he got me deep. Fine why not mix pleasure in there too.

" Fine, where and when?"

" I'll be in school tuesday." 

" okay fine Tuesday then.... message when my class finishes "

" Gud..."

Man this was really going to happen, I began feeling uneasily, heart pained at every side. well two day to go, man there passed by slowly and painfully.

Finally." Class don't forget to research" the physics teacher said from the front of the class. Last night all I dream about was him all the thought about for 48 hrs was him, him ,him ,him , yes , him, him taking me on a roller coaster ride, up ,up ,up and over ,doing whatever we want, hell I was nervous yet over throwing with excitement,  all I had to do was walk down these stairs.

" Class over, where u??" I kept my phone in hand and stroll out of class walking at my normal paste, in case he was watching me mentally screaming by the time I reach the bottom step He hadn't even responded, he wasn't even in sight, I shortened my steps looking in every possible direction to see if i can spot him, nothing. Apart of my still wanting to believe he would come hell I was already dripping for him, for the thing I wanted him to do to me, really wild thoughts. I needed to know, was he for real? or was he just playing? cuz hell I wasn't! I allowed everyone to pass me, still clinking on to hopes that he wud show, disappointment grew inside me as the school entrance came nearer and nearer in sight. NOTHING!  not even a text, I stayed linging in the lobby , I texted him again," I ent seeing you, I leaving"

Hell I was beyond furious, thought of him hiding with his friend look across at me from wherever they were laughing at me, joking about me , I wanted to cry but if I did my mom would know something happened . She doesn't even know I have these thought. Was I even allowed to have such thoughts? Maybe I had to ask her permission ? Since they try to run my life as if it was their own to live. Julian didn't responded till ten minutes later. what a total set up.

Can a guy be more rude yet, my finger slide across debated whether if to respond or not, I didn't reply till a couple minutes after, so he'll think that I'm not thinking of him, well I hope he does , then again , he could be just laughing at me, mentally said " Take that son of ah gun, you deserved that."

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