Headaches (Kiingtong Fan Fiction)

Chapter 19

Harper's P.O.V.

Warning- there is self harm featured in this chapter. If you can't handle self harm, do not read this chapter! Thank you, hope you enjoy.

I sat in the bathroom staring at the blade I once used as a child. Did I want to use it? I don't know. Why did I want to use it? Because I felt empty. But with Will I didn't feel empty. I felt complete.

But this blade, it also made me feel complete. I took the gauze off of my not-so-swollen wrist. I grabbed the blade and held it in my hands. I remember the way I held it all those years ago.

For different and the same reasons I'm doing now and when I did it years ago. I was ready, but I wasn't ready at the same time.

I brought the blade close to my left wrist, where other scars were located. Tears were now falling.

One, two, three. The blade hit my skin. I moaned in pain. I couldn't scream. My brother or parents would walk in. I lifted my blade and examined my cut. I didn't feel like it was enough. I cut again, again, and again. Leaving me with a bloody wrist. I started to feel dizzy. It was either just looking at the blood, or I was loosing to much blood.

I slipped off the toilet seat and my head smacked hard onto the bathroom floor.

Everything went black, but I could hear running, voices, screaming, phone calls, sirens.

I suddenly felt scared.