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Kiara

The next day, I don't feel like myself

I'm not in my mood for everything

It's 5:00 am

usually my brother will wake me up knowing I love watching sunrise, but now he doesn't

I got ready for today, my body feels so heavy

I dont wanna go anywhere

I don't wanna do anything

I don't wanna go out

I dont wanna see people

I don't wanna see jacob

but I wanna see the sunrise

maybe I can just stay in my roof

"good morning ara! your brother is still sleeping, looks like he had so much fun with his new friend" my grand father happily said while he sits next to me.

I'm just staring at the window

"What's wrong?" he asks

I look at the ground

"if it's because I called you 'ara', I'm not sorry" he says while making me smile

"I'm okay grandpa, lets go eat" I said while taking his hand

"okay" he simply said, I know he noticed my sadness

he knows me very well

"good morning" my dad said while kissing me fore head

"good morning" my mom said and did the same

" good morning" I greeted. just plain

we ate and they talk

I actually can't finish my food, I'm just not hungry

I'm so scared to see jacob

I may lose all my manners and respect

"Kiara, lets go. the sunrise is about to-" I cut my father

"I don't wanna go" I simply cut him while talking

what if Jacob is there?

I know it's too early but who knows? right? what if he's there because he's so addicted to his phone

"hey, sweetie. are you okay?" my grandma asks me

"I guess, I just don't feel good" I replied

"you can just stay here and rest" my mom said with a concern look

"your grandma will take care of you" my grandpa said with concern

"just stay here Kiara" my father said

"Don't worry about me. I wanna help" I says while wearing my shoes

"if you can't, you don't have to" my mom says

"I'm fine mother" I smiled a little and walk to our truck

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I haven't seen the tree, so as Caroline, Princess and my twin

what's happening

my brother entered our little market with Caroline, Cess and Jacob while laughing

"hey!" Caroline greets me

"hi" I just greeted back and smile a little

"hello bestfriend" cess greeted me

"hi best-" I got cut of by Jacob calling princess' name cess turn around to face Jacob

I just ignored

calm down kiara

no! she won't leave you because of that stupid phone. you are her bestfriend

I'm just helping myself

"hey kiara, I heard you're sick, you don't have to help mom if you c2ant" my brother says

"if I didn't help mom, no one will" I rudely answers my brother

I hate it when I'm not in a mood, I'm rude to everyone

"what's wrong" my brother asks me

I just turn aroud and walk to my mom

"mom I'm walking home, I'm taking a rest" I says

"stay safe. I love you" she says and hugged me

"love you too" I answers and walk

Princess and Jacob are playing. Jacob is running around, didn't he realized that the place is too small, idiot

then we bump again, like the first time i saw him. this makes my blood boil

"what's up kiar-" he says not finishing what he wanted to say because I just walk away and never look back

go to the big tree

no! I have to be used not going in there so I can avoid Jacob, knowing he'll be there 24/7

I just walk home

I went to my room, change my clothes and read books

"Kiara open the door, it's me don" my brother says while knocking

"I need some rest don, please just go away" I answers then sigh

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