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Kiara

"please let me talk to dad and mom" I beg to my auntie

we are standing in front of our house, my auntie Diana keep telling me it's time to go

"Kiara Summereign Sprouse. I said no, let's go" she replied looking at me

"why not?" I cried

"because they don't wanna talk to you Kiara!" she shouted

I wasn't shock at all. all I did is carry my things and didn't speak a word

don't look back Kiara, keep walking. It's for the best

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car ride was pretty boring for my auntie but for me it wasn't boring at all considering I don't wanna talk for a while

I look at the sky, it's already 6:47 AM but the sky is still gray

I heard my aunt's phone goes off

"hey bff" she greeted

"I will be there soon. I promise" she says and giggle

she hung up the phone and smile

the weather isn't okay, so why you feeling happy?

I look at the sky and the rain started pouring

"Kiara?" my auntie says

I look at her then the road

"I didn't meant to hurt you by my words ealier" she replied and put her arms over my shoulder

"I wasn't surprise at all" I simply replied

"and if you think I am happy right now. Kiara I'm not, I really need to act happy for my bestfriend" she said and hugged me

I nod my head trying to understand her side

"I'm so so sorry for what happened" she said and hug me

"Don't be. It's not your fault" I replied And hugged back

I look at the rainy street not really wanting to start a conversation at the moment

And all I remember was I fell asleep with dried tears on my cheeks

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"Kiara, wake up. We're here" I heard my auntie Diana said while shaking me a little

I opened my eyes seeing her smiling a little, maybe trying to make my mood change even just a little

I smiled back not wanting to look rude

I look around and notice that it's already around 8 PM

Wow car ride was long, I slept that long knowing I didn't sleep at all because of what happened last night

"I'll go get my things" I said and carry my bags

I went inside and greeted by my autie's best friend

I smiled and walk after her

"This is your room" she said while opening the white door

I went inside and put my things down

"Thank you" I thank her and she walked out

I stared at my new room, bigger than my room back home. It was arranged already

I just need to unpack and put some things in their place

I started unpacking while thinking, how's my family back home.

And I found myself stressing out again wishing I didn't fought my brother or hated Jacob cause he is really a nice guy.

When I was done packing, I noticed I have my own bathroom in my room, I stand up and went to my bathroom grabbing something to wear

I smiled once I notice I'm still wearing Jacob's sweatshirt

I look at the thing I grabbed, sweatshirt and sweatpants

It's pretty cold, so I have my socks too

I undressed myself and open the shower, cold water hits my body. When the water hits my arm I felt something that burns, I remember my cuts

Why did I do that

I started regretting what I did but the other side of me saying that I deserve it since everything was my fault. And worst saying I deserve to die, I grab the soap and clean it, clean my whole body, and I grab the shampoo and conditioner then after that I wrap my towel in my body and look into big mirror, my eyes burn and it hurts so bad. Literally because of crying for hours

I dressed myself and let my hair dry, I walk to get something to read and lay in my bed

I miss my home

Landon

This house isn't complete without my twin Kiara, I regret everything I did

Why did she have to do that

She don't have to lie for me or for anyone else's

I miss her, it's been a day without her, I guess she already arrived in her new home together with my auntie

This house was full of silence the whole day, my grandpa wasn't that full of excitement anymore and together with my grandma. My mom is still sad, knowing that my grandpa is mad at them, that they should be mad at me instead. My dad didn't ate breakfast earlier but him and grandpa went to work together, I know they ignored each other. I went to shop knowing no one will help my mom anymore except for aunt grace, I saw princess, she wasn't that full of energy. Joshua went to the shop but he just bought something then left, didn't even bother to look at me, I know what I did and I miss my best friend. Jacob and Caroline didn't went to the tree today, they feel sorry for what happened, so instead they stayed at home and help their grandparents on gardening and stuff. Auntie grace and her family wasn't feeling that they should be, Princess and her didn't even bother to talk to each other, I saw my mom and her talking, for sure comforting my mom. Me? Oh me? I can't even look at myself in the mirror without getting hurt and feeling of guilt, I can't eat my food, actually no one can. I was thinking all day how's my sister, did she ate already?  How's Summereign? Not only my twin but also my sister. Please come back

The sky isn't complete without the weather

I miss you

I don't want us to be separated from each other

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Yow! Long ass chapter

Soooo, I decided I will update long chapters from now on, but I'll do short chapters sometimes.

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