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chapter 12 *ೃ

Kiara

I've notice I never stop crying

I'm looking at the moon

the only one who's giving me light

in the middle of the night

should I drown myself
should I die
did I really changed?

then suddenly the thoughts of killing myself went

then I started crying even more

this is all my fault

if me and don didn't fought he wouldn't sneak at night

I started walking to the lake

sharp shells and sharp stones

cold water

the only thing that would help me to find peace

"I'm sorry for being me" I whispered to myself

I grab the sharp shell

put it in my wrist

how many should I put

1
2
3
4

this is enough

I washed my cuts

should I feel pain?

but the only thing hurts me are my fathers words

I sigh

"Kiara?" someone said

"what are you doing here" he added

"we need to talk" he added and sit next to me

"Jacob please leave me alone" I response and put my head down

"in the middle of the night? no. I'll walk you home" he says grabbing my wrist

ouch

I gasp

"hey why your wrist is wet?" he asks

he opened his phone and open the flash

he saw my cuts

oh no

"Let's go to my home, I'll clean that" he says and grab my hands

"no Jacob. leave me" I response

"Kiara I'm sorry" he said

he hugged me

"I'm really sorry" he added

but it's my fault

"no. I'm sorry" I replied hugging back

"but I can't go home" I added

"why?" he asks looking in to my eyes. he noticed it was red

"because everything is my fault" I said and broke down

"shhh. stop crying" he says

"Kiara!" I heard Josh shouted

"Joshua" I says and hug him

"shh. me and your grand father have been looking for you. he went to my house to asked help" he replied

"I'll take you home" he added

"but Josh I can't" i replied

"ara" my grand father said

"grand pa. I'm so sorry, I ruined our family" I said while hugging him

"you did not. stop crying" he replied wiping my tears

"Let's stay at Princess' for the night" he says

"Josh can you stay with us?" my grand pa asks Josh

"yes" he replied and went closer to us

"Jacob, bud! come on" my grand pa said

"Kiara, use this" Jacob says while handing me his sweatshirt

I never thought he could be this nice

"thankyou" I grab it knowing it will help me to cover my cuts

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"are you guys hungry?" grace asks me and my grand pa

I shake my head no

"thanks for accepting us, we will leave at 4 am" my grand father says

"so what happened?" grace asks me and my grand pa

"ara is leaving later, she will stay at my daughter's house" he replied

I can see Princess looking at me

I put my head down

I'm so weak

I feel so weak

"wait, why?" Josh replied while putting his hand on my shoulder

"I sneak at night" I replied

lying again

"what? no you don't" Jacob says

I give him a "Don't tell the truth" look

I don't want them to hate my brother

"did your parents do something wrong to you" Caroline says while checking my arms

ouch

it hurts not because of my cuts

but it's because of some bruise

I gasp

"take off your sweatshirt so we can put something that will make you better" Caroline says

"no, you don't have to. I'm okay" I replied faking a smile

"Kiara, come on. please we need to heal those" Josh said trying to convince me

I sigh

"no I'm okay" I smiled and look at them

"Don't worry about me, I will be fine" I replied

"I will leave tomorrow, at least everythings gonna be okay now" I added

mom grace hugged me

I will miss her

"get some rest okay?" Grace says

we all rest

I will be gone

will they going to miss me?

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