Moonlight: Stars, Eclipses, & Full Moons

Another Little Bun

Kyungsoo's POV

I missed sex. 

When I finally got pregnant, my sex drive would go up and down constantly, just like my mood, thanks to the hormones. But afterward, it was completely nonexistent. What little time Jongin and I had to spend alone together was mostly used to sleep. 

However, once she started to grow up  and we all actually slept soundly through the night, that's when we started having sex again. We tried to use protection because we definitely weren't ready to raise a newborn baby and a soon-to-be five-year-old simultaneously, but just like in any other relationship, there were times when our horniness got the best of us.

And that was one of those nights.

Lily was watching a movie up at the main house with the other kids, a weekly tradition that Joonmyun and Lay were more than pleased to host in order to give the parents some alone time. So, Jongin and I had the house to ourselves. The whole house. That hadn't happened in so long, hell maybe even since the moment she was born and it wasn't like we were going to do anything else. 

Jongin already had us upstairs and in bed before I could even begin to make the excuse of having to clean up from dinner. I didn't really mind it, though. When faced with having to choose between letting him fuck me and cleaning dirty dishes, I will always choose him.

There we were, all naked and horny and ready to do whatever our nature led us to. I was a moaning mess underneath his touch and his kiss, so even if I had any control over what I was doing, I still wouldn't have been able to use any of my human-based common sense in that moment. He pulled back from the heated kiss we were in, my boner quite literally aching to be relieved, and my eyes followed him as he reached over to the nightstand for lube and a condom. 

"Wait," I said, suddenly gripping his bicep and tugging him back a little. "Let's not use those tonight." He gave me a confused and concerned look, his eyebrows furrowed.

"Are you sure, babe?" he said in reply. "It's been a while since I fucked you raw, so it might hurt. Not to mention the fact that you could get pregnant again."

"Then just pull out," I said, the words making perfect sense to me then. "And don't worry, I can handle a little pain."

"Are you sure?" he asked once more. I just chuckled and pulled him back over so that he was hovering above me again, giving him a loving look before tugging him down for another deep kiss. That was all the answer he needed and after that, we continued to kiss until he was confident enough to push himself inside of me.

In that moment, I had no regrets about my choice.

But that's all part of the illusion of sexual intercourse. It feels so good in the moment that you just think to yourself, "What harm could possibly become of something so pleasurable?"

Unplanned pregnancies, that's what.

At first, however, I didn't realize there was another little bun cooking in my oven. In fact, for about a week or two after that night, I didn't have any of the usual symptoms like morning sickness. I mean, I had this sort of feeling in my gut that something was going on inside of me, but I was still a "I have to see it to believe it" kind of person, so I brushed it off.

Turns out the morning sickness was just a little late to the game. As soon as I would wake in the morning, I would start getting sick. But again, I refused to believe I was pregnant again and just fought my way through it, even tried to change my diet a little. But it started to get really bad one week and so, that's when I knew it was time to employ the help of an expert.

"Vomiting, you say?" Lay replied, his brow furrowed. "Did you eat any bad food? You know, like food past its expiration date or something like that?"