True to self

part 74

Hensley PoV

*Next morning*

I laid my head on bryson chest, as he smoked on his blunt.

we laid next to each other, naked.

Bryson had his arm wrapped around me, stroking my hair.

Last night was amazing, and i didnt want the night to end.

but it was now the next day, and bryson had to leave on his jet soon to hit the studio to work on his album.

i was sad bryson, and Harley was leaving, but even more happy i was going to come home tomorrow to be with them.

i looked up at bryson.

bryson looked like he was thinking about something, because he was looking into the distance.

Hensley:what you thinking about??

Bryson looked down at me.

Bryson:life.....

Hensley:what about life??

Bryson:my life.....what i been through......you

i looked at me, confused to what he was talking about.

Hensley:what about me??

Bryson took a deep sigh.

Bryson:when i look you in your face i see, a good girl who deserves better than me......

Bryson looked back out into the distance.

i sat up on the bed.

Hensley:what are you saying??

Bryson:Just......all the B.s we been through in life.....what i been through.......im just tired, and just want to stop lying to myself about things

i knew bryson was talking about something deeper than what he was telling me, but i just left it alone.

instead i got up and sat on his lap facing him.

i put both of my legs on both sides of his.