True to self

Part 83

Bryson pov

I took another puff of the blunt as I held the Hennessy bottle in my other hand.
Right now I was drunk and high, in the studio with with hoes everywhere.
I know y'all probably saying "Bryson why you acting different?
And to be honest I don't even know that answer.
For months I've been thinking things were good in my life.
But nothing but drama seems to surface.
But I atleast thought the number one person in my life would be Hensley.
But she chose who she wanted to be with.
Right now I just want to forget about her and all the bull shit.
So this is who I am now.
I heard the studio door open and I looked to see Sony.
With the weed and alcohol kicking in, I laughed as I seen him.

Bryson:damn bought time you made it to the party(laughs)

Peanut,Quees, and tae walked in behind him.

Sony:what the fuck are you doing Bryson?(mad)

I sat down on the couch, and 4 girls came up next to me, rubbing on me.

Bryson:this is me(laughs)

Peanut:no this isn't B....you drinking now? Fucking bitches you never met? Smoking all the time??? This ain't you(mad)

Sony:you have a fuckin album you got to do...and instead you in here fucking around(mad)

I just laughed and stood up.
I walked into the booth, just so I could stop hearing Sony bitchen.

Sony:you got atleast one song done for me?(mad)

Bryson:no I been busy(winks at one of the girls)

Sony:Bryson....enough...I'm tired of seeing you act like this....you need to get back on your music and turn back into the Bryson I met....the Bryson I sighned....ever since you heard about your ex getting knocked up by chance you having been the same....Focus B,let that shit go....

As he said Hensley name, I snapped back into reality.
I'm. It gone lie I'm hurt that she's starting something knew with someone else.
I wanted us to start something knew....but I guess that can't happen.
I put the headphones on, and nodded to peanut to play the music.
I didn't know what I was going to sing.....but I know I as just gonna let it flow.
As the music started playing, I started singing....

Bryson:I had asked myself
So, what would you do if she left?
What would you do?
Would I find someone to distract myself?
Detach myself
Get my mind off you
This is far from the end
Got a nigga in a frenzy
Only you would understand
Oh, when I used to be your man
You tell me, tell me
Over and over again
If it's too much pressure, babe
Maybe I'm not the one for you, baby
If you gotta question me, babe
Think of all I've done for you, baby
I said I know that
You're going to find someone
That's ready for you
That teach me a lesson, baby
You're gonna find someone who gets it, babe
Teach me a lesson, babe
Baby, ooh
Teach me a lesson, babe
Yeah, oh yeah

I stopped singing and made a huge sigh
All I could think about was Hensley....and that nigga.
I real life was mad, but I knew there was nothing I could do.

I looked up, and saw Every body smiling, and clapping at me.

Sony:This shit dope....you wrote this down yourself??

Bryson:yea....my heart did...

Hensley pov

Hensley:I just can't believe the baby is chance(mad)

Autumn: are you sure it's chance a baby??

Hensley:me and Bryson had sex 6 weeks ago...the doctor said I'm 9 weeks....I'm sure

Hazel:damn girl....how Bryson take it?

I made a big sigh.

Hensley:he's not talking to me....its be a whole day since I even seen him

Right now I was at the mall with Hazel, autumn and Teyana
Right now I just wanted to get away with my girls and just relax.
But it was hard to do so with so much stuff on my mind.

I sat down in Starbucks as they followed.

Teyana:I still don't believe the baby is his....didn't you say y'all never had sex?

As she said that I looked down.

Autumn:what's wrong girl??

I felt tears coming to my eyes.
I never wanted no one to find out what chance did to me.
But I felt like someone had to know.

Hensley:when he use to beat me....one time, he beat me so bad I blacked out.....and before I shut my eyes I saw him whipping his dick out(shedding tears)

Autumn:OH HELL NO THIS NIGGA RAPED YOU AND YOU DIDNT TELL US??(mad)

I put my hand over autumn mouth to shut her up for being so loud.

Hensley:Shhhhhhh autumn

Hazel:you telling us to shhh but this isn't just a secret....this is a crime hensley(mad)

Hensley:look in fine ok....I'm dealing with it....I dealt with it....just don't tell Bryson

Autumn:Hensley....you can't have this baby by that man....ha raped you(mad)

Hensley:but why should my baby be punished for it??? When the baby  is born I'm going to try to get full custody...

Autumn:why not tell him now?

Hensley:because that will make things worse....I'm just tired ok??(crying)

Autumn, Hazel, and Teyana all got up and joined together in a group hug with me in the middle
I just hugged them back...

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