Sinking Deeper

I'm not asking

I'm not asking

I'm not asking you to talk to me forever,

But talk to me for a little while

For my heart is no longer soaring in the bright blue skies,

Instead I'm drowning in a pool of your lies

Lies you've fed me for a while now

My mind can not function anymore

To believe or not to believe

For your lies are like cobwebs

Keeping me away from the truth

I'm not asking you to love me forever,

But love me for a little while

For my heart is no longer a coupon for free love

Instead I am drowning out of love

Love you've cheated me out of for a while now

My heart is aching

To believe or not to believe

For my thoughts are telling me to give up

Trying to look for something that will never be 

I'm not asking for you to give me your life,

But share your life with me

For my life is no longer living

Instead I'm drowning in a pool of self hatred

And I'm not sure if you can save me now

I'm not asking you to talk to me forever,

But talk to me for a little while. 

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A/N: I haven't posted poems in a while but the truth is, I haven't had the words to. Lately I feel like the words to describe what I am going through has vanished. I came up with this poem in a matter of a few minutes, but I thought I would at least try to describe with the words I now have. However, I hope you like this poem and if you do please vote, and if you would like, comment your thoughts. It literally makes a difference and plus it makes me happy and being happy is starting to become a hard task to accomplish lately.

But thank you for reading and stay rad :)