Those moments (Hayes grier)

I walk home alone like i usually do. Today, today was different, i saw a boy, well not a boy the boy! the boy I've been in love with Since magcon! yeah that boy.
"Hey Kacy" he speaks like an angel. i almost forget to reply.
"Hi Hayes! Whats up" i asked trying to calm my nerves did i forget to tell you me and Hayes live across from each other? well we do. "Nothin really, but i leave for Magcon New Jersey in like 5 days!" he says smiling walking towards me
"Oh that's fun how long is it? Like how long will you be there?" i say stepping onto his freshly cut green grass.
"Um, i think just a week or like 5 days." he says smiling. ohmygawd his smile gives me chest pains! cheat pains people!
"Oh well wanna come over and hang out?" i ask shyly slowly turning to leave, Me and Hayes are like best friends we always hang out and he tells me everything an i tell him almost everything.
"Yeah sounds perfect ill go ask and be over in 5!" he says running inside.
On my short walk home i start thinking if i should tell Hayes about my suicide stuff, i mean the only people who know are a few friends and my sister.
ugh no then he will leave and wont ever talk to me again! That's it I'm not telling him! No but i need to he's my best friend he deserves to know!
"UGH!" I scream as i shut the door behind me. No ones home so i don't care how loud i am.
I decide to tell Hayes everything.
the door pushes open as I'm still in front of it. " Ahhh gahhh hi you scared me haha." i say giggling at him. "Oops why where you in front of the door anyway? " he says shutting the door. "Well i was thinking about stuff " i say fiddling with my thumbs "Oh like what?" he says lifting my head so we can look at each other. Thoughts of Hayes running away when i tell him rush through my mind and I'm second guessing myself. " Its nothing! you'll leave or call me weird and will never talk to me again." i say a looking down at the ground again with a tear escaping my eye.
"Lets go to the basement and i promise i wont leave or call you names!" he says leading me to my basement. "Okay " i say wiping a tear away from my eye.
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Basement
" I....im... im suicidal Hayes!" i blurt out right before i burst into tears. All he does is hug me and then i think i hear him say i love you Kacy. " What?" i say through sniffles "I love you Kacy Heaven! i love you! i always have and always will!" he says his eyes weird kind of red so i think he was crying.
I didn't really know how to reply. i mean how would you if the person you loved who came to you for girl problems told you they loved you? I was so happy and confused at the same time. i grabbed his cheeks slowly and softly and kissed him passionately with love not lust. I was the one to pull away and i stared into his blue eyes oh his bright blue eyes. but before anything else happened "I love you Hayes!" poured through my lips with no control but i don't regret it.
"Now tell me about your past. please" He says softly
I tell him everything. Everything about me my mom my dad my step dad. Everything.
After i told him everything through crying and me being at school all day i passed out after words. and i think he did to because when i woke up he was asleep. When he woke up he said Goodbye to my family than me and left he texted me later on and we talked till 12 am then i passed out

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