Those moments (Hayes grier)

Goodbyes

They say goodbyes are the worst part of leaving, Its true.

"Bye, im going to miss you hun" Mahogany says to me hugging me.

We are all standing in the airport. Saying our goodbyes before heading off in diffrent directions well except Hayes, Nash, Carter, Jake and I.

"Aw ill miss you too!" i say letting go of the hug.

"Thank you" i mouth to Taylor hugging him

"Hey anytime shorty, text me! Ill miss you" he says

I go threw everyone and say my goodbyes i didn't cry though. Kind of out of those for the night.

"Hayes?" i say locking hands with him as we walk to our gate.

"Baby?" he says questioningly like i did.

"What do you think my moms going to do?" i say shaking

I really don't want to go home! My mom freaks out about everything.

"To be honest, shes gonna freak." he says stopping me "But you have to sit with her, keep her calm, talk to her about it." he says kissing my forehead. "Everything will be fine" he says walking again

"Promise?" i ask

"I promise" he says

I dont like talking to my mom... I know i should. Shes my mom she should know, but what good would it do? She will freak out, yell, tell me to top. Blame it on my 'no good father', when in reality its her, a 'no good mother'

"Want window sear?" Hayes asks me breaking my thoughts

"Uh sure, unless you want it. Take it" i say juggling threw my bag to find my headphones.

"Shit" i mumble under my breath.

"What?" Hayes asks looking at me.

"I cant find my head phones. Ya know the ones with the black spikes on the side." i say still going threw my bag like it will magically show up.

"These" he says pointing to the ones around my neck

"Oh hah yeah.." i say, i put them on and find Fire n' gold by Bea miller. Love that song.

I feel a tap on my leg right when the song starts.

"What!?" i say with sass and a bunch of attitude, also sounding annoyed

"Sorry" i say looking at Hayes.

"Um our flight" he says pointing to the gate

"Oh." i say standing up and grabbing my bags.

I give the lady my ticket and sit on the plane, window seat, i put my head phones back on and then does off intoma restless sleep.

My Dream: Imagine is, Dark room just you, alone. You try talking but you cant. Your screaming at the top of your lungs, but still mo sound. You can hear things though. In the real world, the person to you right talking, person in front of you, behind you. You focused on the one to your right. No you only hear one thing reapeting itself. "I cant lie to her anymore". Then the voice vanishes.

Your in a white room, theres blood drippping from your nose. You stand up, but fall. You keep falling never stopping. Things are popping in your face things, words, that scare you! The words make you feel worthless And the things/figures make you seem crazy.

"Kacy?" Hayes says shaking me to wake up..

"Kay! Are you okay?" he asks as im opening my eyes.

"Huh oh yeah, just a weird dream" i say sitting up.