Those moments (Hayes grier)

I dont know

I think someone called the Ambulance and told all the magcon people because they all surrounded me.

"Hayes?" i whisper in pain

"Kacy?" i hear him say, his voice scratchy like hes been crying

"Hayes!" i say again starting to cry

"Baby dont cry" he says holding my hand and wiping away my tears

"everything hurts" i say in pain again

"Excuse me, move please!" i hear a deep voice say, i think its the ambulance

"Hello, im Amy" a woman says crouching next to me looking me up and down

"Whats your name" she says pressing her hands on my neck

"Kacy" i whisper, but i dont think she heard me

"Sorry what?" she says leaning down

"KACY" i hear the crowd say

"Okay" she says

We go to the Hospital and i dont remember much? Like at all just the crowd saying my name. Ive already done a police report,Hayes made me like he called them.

"Hey, How are you?" Hayes says for like the 10th time today

"I dont know" i say im laying down at my side. Ive only been here for 12 hours, they said i could leave once i feel like im able to.

I dont know what im doing, with anything name it i have no clue! What those girls did and said made me want to die. I almost wish they had killed me.

"Kinda hungry" i say still not moving, staring straight at the wall

"Ill go get some food" he says and gets up to leave

An hour later he comes back with Chick-Fil-A and Starbucks..

"Aw babe, I love you!" i say only sitting up to hug him and eat my food

"I love you" he says kissing me

I eat my food and fall asleep with Hayes

"Wake up baby" Hayes says un a groggy tone

I sit up to see my Doctor standing, staring at me and Hayes

"Hi" i say yawning and rubbing my eyes

"Well just want to ask how you are feeling" she says flipping open her book thing

"Better but everything is still sore" i say laying back

"That will go away, just take ibuprofen for 5 days or untill it stops" she says writing something down

"How many tablets do i take each day?" i ask

"Um 2 but if the pain is worse then usually take 3 but thats it for a whole 24 hours" she says ripping out a piece of paper and handing it to me.

Usually my mom is with me so i dont know what to do or ask, so i just do the obvious, i follow Hayes around haha.

"Thanks" i say as she leaves the room.

"So you can leave" Hayes says

"Yup" i say crawling out slowly "did you bring extra clothes?" i ask him as i dangle my feet over my bed

"Yes" he says handing me my mini bag

"Thanks" i say grabbing it and going to the bathroom

I get changed, check out and we go to the Pharmacy..

"Im sorry you need an adult with you" says the old man behind the counter

"IM IN PAIN" i almost yell at him, which im really sorry but when a girl needs her drugs you give her her damn drugs! Like don't play, im hurtin. Lol

"And this is signed to me." i say

"Just sign and get out of my store" he says throwing his hands in the air

We return to the Hotel and Hays leaves for Magcon so i stayed up. Obviously.

I have a few missed calls and texts so i answer them, and call them back. After lay down and stare at the celling

I wonder what its like to not want to die? I say to myself

"Peace full, and careless." i hear which scares me so i sit up and see nothing. I think it was me. I was talking to myself. My mom was write i am crazy.

What are you gonna do? I ask my self again

I dont know. I say simply, but with no meaning or feeling behind the words.

How do you feel? I ask myself again

I dont know

Do you know anything? I ask myself

"well no" i say aloud.

I decided to go online instead of talking to myself and then i got hungry so i ordered Chinese food, which came an hour later. I ate and just stayed on Twitter until someone knocked on my door, i thought it was Hayes who never takes his key anywhere.

"Hellooo- oh no" i say mid sentence before realizing its Drew

"Look Drew im sorry i know i never want to talk but i cant be walking around or moving that much im in a lot of pain," say puasing

"Why are you in pain?" he asks

"I got jumped, right after our little spat yesterday" i say

"Oh god im sorry" he says covering his mouth

"Are you okay" he asks. I just give jim a blank stare so he knows how fucking dumb of a question that was.

"Right sorry" he says rubbing the back of his neck

"so what do you need make it quick" i say not interested in anything he has to say really,

"Can i come in, i can now answer your question" he says

A/N

Sorry its short my mom just had her baby so ive been at the hospital since 5 i think. But yeah my little sisters cute hah. And i will probably post tomm, hopefully my writers block will be gone!!! Ugh im just like mot in it idk. But thats why i named the chapter 'I dont know' because i really dont know. But bye 🐨