Those moments (Hayes grier)

Axel.

Is my life as i know it falling apart, i don't know what happened, a few days ago. Right now I'm walking home from my bus stop, school sucked as usual. Days like these are times when i miss Hayes, he always found a way to cheer me up and make me laugh and smile. I smile at my thoughts. As i reach May's house i stop in the drive way.

"Kacy!" i hear a faint scream. Like it needs help

I turn around quickly. And see nothing

"Kacy!!!" i hear it again, this time more of a blood retching scream, like they actually are dying.

"KACY!!" i hear again, this time i see a small young girl running my way, i see a big black figure behind them.

Oh shit! I think i quickly grab my phone, dialing 911, but not pressing call. This is not real, its cant be, my meds said i could see things. I see the girl and the figure still running to me, i swallow hard, My throat dry almost as if i was running.

"HELP!!!!!" i hear the girl scream! Louder and more heart breaking then the last, it scares me and i jump. Im staring down the rode watching the scene, still 911 on dial. "Kacy?" i hear a soft spoken older women shake my arm.i look over to find mama Boen,

"hi" i say in a whisper, i clear my throat.

"are you okay hun? Come on inside." she says calming.

"um im fine, just see things." i say and walk with her, i look back down the road where i saw the scene i see notjing just rode and houses, some fog. Other then that i walk inside still looking in the same direction.

"Um.." i hesitate, "um... I think im going to take a shower." i say slowly and walk upstairs.

"Okay hunny, dinner will be ready at 6 ish" she says watching me walk.

"okay" i say dull,

When im in the shower o finish everything im doing, i feel broken, almost cracked physically and mentally, how can i fix this, with out doing what i did last time? Call Hayes, Call Hayes! I keep thinkk about it but i dont think i could every bringbmy self to actually doing that. Calling up my ex like, 'Hey i feel like utter shit! Come help me!' like no! If anyone found out hello! Id be an attention whore straight up! Id rather fucking die! I turn the hot to cold, so i save hot water, i gasp as the hot igrates to freezing cold, but i still sit in silence, atfer a few minutes of freezing my ass off i stand up. I rinse off my hair and shut off the water. I stand, naked and alone, naked and afraid, vulnerable and desperate at the same time.

I see the door open which scares me so i jump back and hit the shower wall,

"Ow" i wince

"Oh my god! Im so sorry!!" Axel says covering his eyes.

"i don't fucking care any more" i say reaching for my towel hiding behind the shower curtain.

"you may not but i dont wanna see a middle school girl naked." he says knowing i have the towel and opening his eyes as i step out.

"Why not?" i luagh

"Non of yall have devoloped," he says

"Oooh okay suree" i say sarcastically.

"well i know you havent" he says

"no you dont," i say looking at him in the eye.

"yeahhh i do" he says

"why, because my boods arent hanging out of my shirt." i say having my handle on the door now,

He has no reasopne except a simple quite laugh.

"i mean im just sayin, there are some real hoes out here these days" i say opening the door and walking out. I go to my room, i see my door open just as im about to take off my towel.

"what do you want Axel!" i say quietly yelling.

He locks the bathroom door, "Show me" he says coming closer to me.

"What?" i say, i knew exactly what he said, loud and clear. But was he serious!

"show me" he says eagerly, he holds his hand out and touches my towel. I smack his hand away.

"Axel" i whisper.

"Kacy" he whispers back

"What are you doing?" i whisper again.

"wanting to see." he says, for a teenage boy he is straight go the point and truthful.

"why" i ask

"because your sexy" he says coming closer, and wrapping his arms around me.

"get. Off." i say stern and serious.

"no." he says pulling me closer to his body.

"Axel. Ill scream" i threaten.

"Show me or ill tell my mom you had sex in the house." he says

"But i didn't" i say

"I'm her kid, who will she believe" he says, my mouth drops open.

"do it" he says again stepping back.

"Why!" i say

"do you want to go back home? And you have to send them go me." he says waving his phone.

"fine" i mutter

He does the job for me, he pulls the towel for me, he walks closer, and now so close i can feel him breath,

He kisses me and lifts me up, i kiss back and wrap my legs around him, Axel is very attractive and if he wants me, hey m not stopping him. We make out for a while, and finally sit on my bed. He lays me down and takes off his pants. "blow me" he orders.

"cants we do this, ya know when people aren't home." i whisper. He looks at me knowing I'm right.

"okay, no one will be home tomorrow Its saturday mom and dad have work, and May always goes out." he says this as he outs his pants on. He goes back through the bathroom door and leaves. I wrap the towel around me again and lay down, i decided its a good time to sleep, so i just put on spandex and a tee shirt, i go in social media and finally fall asleep at 12 am. I didn't even eat dinner. I worry as i slowly fall asleep.

A/N

Sorry ive been busy! But i only have 2 and a half weeks left of school! I test tommorw but im doing another chapter tonight right after i get dressed 😂. Okay so yeah later ✌🐨