Living with the Joseph's (in major editing)

Chapter two

Josh's pøv
It was the day me and Brendon were going to live with the Josephs. I am so scared and terrified because it's not just Tyler and his mom and dad, it's 3 more kids and josh has not had any siblings since his biological siblings.
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"Hey, are you excited?" I said. We were on our way to the office to get picked up. "Hell yeah, they look like a fun family and thanks to you I get to live with you guys. Thanks so much." Brendon said with happy eyes. "For what? Having a panic attack? And not able to control myself till people felt pity over me" I chuckled. "I guess yeah" Brendon let a breathy laugh. "Well we are here..." Brendon said looking inside the window of the office. My anxiety spiked up the second I saw Tyler. Brendon took my hand tight as to reassure me. "Brendon, josh how are you guys." The woman next to Tyler said. "Umm we are good, when are we leaving" brendon answered for me still holding my hand. "Now I already got all the papers. My husband already in his car. We took two cars since we got everyone to come with us. So Brendon you go with my husband and josh you come with me and Tyler." I looked at Brendon as to say 'you better stay with me' "ummm I think I'd rather go in the same car as josh..." Brendon said. "Well you guys seem super attached, but sure." She smiled and started to walk making gestures for us to follow. We were led to a car.. a car that looked just. Like. My. Family. Car. It looks like the car my family crashed when I was 8. My breath hitched but I kept quiet. We all went in and I being josh the fucking idiot got in the same spot I was in when my real family crashed. Brendon sat next to me in the back row, and Tyler sat with his mom in the first row. There were three rows in this car. The first row was the row you drive in. The second row has a tv in it. And was empty. The last row had me and Brendon in it. I could already tell this ride was going to be long.
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It had been 30 minutes since we got in the car.  We still had 30 more minutes so I tried closing my eyes and relaxing because wow was I tense. I opened my eyes after a few minutes  when I noticed the sign. Belle  rev lane.
I tried drowning out the fighting but I couldn't. I tried sleeping but I couldn't. The only thing I could do was look at the street signs. We had just pass a school called bandom high when I heard thunder. It startled me as I jumped zack noticed and laughed to himself. I slapped him playfully and looked at the road. We passed by a sign that said belle rev lane when lightning hit a tree. I remember seeing lights flash and a big thing tumbling down. I looked over at zack my younger brother and holding his hand. He looked terrified and shocked. He looked over at me when I felt are car flip over. Zack's seatbelt snapped and smacked my face he fell forward and hit the upper row. Our car was upside down, so the only thing keeping him from falling forward was his seatbelt. 5 minutes pass and I can feel my head spin as I dizzily look around. I saw horrible graphic looking things in front of me. Of my very own family... I hear sirens but everything goes black.
I didn't realize I was hyperventilating till now, Brendon was tapping me, nudging me like a service dog would do to his owner. "Hey are you ok" just then I did not here him I heard the nurse speak to me just like the day the car hit a tree.
"Kid can you tell us your name" someone tapped me, "huh, oh that's easy...Jish" I said groggily opening my eyes. "Are you sure that's your name?" "Oh no it is josh not jish" I smiled a bit taking in my surroundings. I was in one of those beds that ambulances put you in. A guy was putting a mask on my face.  I looked around and could not find my family. Just then I found a bunch of body size bags and I knew what that meant. "Ashly, Abby, zack!" "No... not now I need you...come back! Don't die! Ashly! Abby! Zack! Only take mom and dad not them. Not my sisters and brothers!" I cried and cried until I felt someone stick a needle in my arm and everything went black. That day I dreamed of the perfect family but unfortunately that didn't happen. Not even now.
I was crying and hyperventilating even more if it was possible. "Who is abby Ashley and zack" Tyler asked confused. "Maybe you should mind your own fucking business tyjo" Brendon chimed in angrily. Tyler stopped talking and just looked at me. I was still out of it thinking of Abby and Ashly. they were so happy to leave home for a bit whilst me and zack were not happy at all. "Hey..." Brendon tapped me making me flinch. "Sorry, it's ok I know it was hard for you to pass belle rev lane but we are way passed it now ok? Ok." Brendon had this sweet soft voice holding my arm with one hand and rubbing my back with his other.
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Brendon woke me up just now and I did not even know I fell asleep. We got to the Joseph's house and are now getting out of the car. When we got in I asked mrs Joseph were my room was and she pointed to it. The second she told me I bolted. I realized it had 3 beds. One was messy and the other two were made so neatly. One of the empty bed was for me and the other one was for Brendon I'm guessing. But who is the other one for. I guess I'll find out later. I took the one closest to the wall for two reasons. One. I did not want to be next to that random person. And two. I wanted to be near the window so I could see the stars. Because next to Brendon that was the only thing that kept me sane lately.
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A/n I decided on ryden everybody because Ryan is shy and Brendon is so out going it just fits so well. But I will have Dallon in it. Maybe Brallon later?! Anyways wow 1127 words. Wow just wow.
Anyways stay alive frens
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~izzy