Living with the Joseph's (in major editing)

chapter 15

A/n: hey guys i would have updated but me being stupid deleted this long ass chapter by accident :/ i know i'm dumb... anyway enjoy this (i have something good planned for this and next update so be happy ig lmao)

brendon pov:

"hey brendon, you should read the book for class your like SUPER behind." josh came up from behind me scaring me half to death. "jeezus christ you scared me jish" i laughed. he laughed and threw me the book on my bed and waved bye. great this is fabulous i have to read. i picked up the book and slowly started reading.

in the swarm of words one word (or name) stuck out to me... and that is.. "spencer".

"hey why don't we have a sleepover at my place. parents are out of town." spencer said as we were getting in his car after bowling together. "sure i'll text my mom." i grabbed my phone and quickly typed in 'hey i'm going to spend the night at spencer's house' and laughed at her response, which was 'use protection'. i showed spencer but he just gave me this mischievous smile little kids put when there about to eat a cookie before dinner.

as soon as we got to spencer's house we sat down and played wii.

"i can't believe we played wii for three hours" i said smiling. "i know that's a lot" we both got up and headed to the kitchen. "hey let's go to bed... i'll give you water" he served me water in a tall glass and we both went to his room. "why don't you take a sip" spencer seemed off. he seemed almost evil. when i was about to take a sip spencer pushed the glass up so more water would come out. it tastes weird. is this water filtered. "i feel weird" i said mostly to myself. "shhh your supposed to, just calm down" before i could respond my vision started to become blurry. "why is the world spinning?" i ask. "because i drugged you" spencer seemed to be laughing. i started to fade in and out of conciseness. was i moving? i felt something against my body. i felt myself being shifted and something touch my lips. cold hands went to my face. i think this is someone else body on me. is he... i start crying not knowing what to do. "calm down brendon, don't be such a crybaby." i try to move my arm to stop him but i can't. i try to move my leg... but i can't. "get off of me please" i try to yell but i just sound so drunk. i could feel him against me. i try to scream but i can't. but i can open my eye. and when i do, i regret it. i'm lying on spencer's bed and he is on top of me. i try to move but everything is still blurry. but before i know it everything went black.

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when i wake up the first thing i think of is, is everything yesterday a dream. when i turn my head i see a sleeping spencer. i quickly run to the bathroom to puke. everything that happened yesterday was not a dream. sure it's a blur but it is real. i go raped by spencer smith. the person i loved about and cared about raped me. "brendon! come here baby"spencer called out from his room. i'm going to puke again. i heard footsteps then spencer appeared at the door. he took my hand but i flinched and moved back. "hey, don't be that way." spencer said sounding nice and calm. "you fucking idiot!" i screamed. "whats the matter with yo-" "you fucking raped me and expect me to forgive you" i run and get my backpack. as soon as i grabbed it i bolted out of the house.

a/n: hope you liked it! this was brendon's past just so you know. it's fun to see/make brendon's past, since we already know josh's past. :0 :)