Living with the Joseph's (in major editing)

Chapter five

A/n like I said he gonna get a service dog

Josh pøv

Time skip
It's been a week since I had Prince. He is my service dog. He is so sweet and I love him. My school even let me take him. And yes todays my first day of school. I'm more scared but Brendon all about the happiness. Brendon is like my phil and I'm his dan but in more of a plutonic way. Me and Tyler don't talk ever. We have not even have one conversation since last week in the whole getting slapped incident.
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I was not even sleeping when the alarm went off startling Prince and Brendon. Tyler on the other hand just turned it off. He has been going to school already. Prince got up and saw me staring at the ceiling and nudged me. Prince was trained to pull me out of my thoughts. The doctor said it's not good to be stuck in your brain sometimes and she noticed I have been stuck in my brain all the time. Brendon got up and noticed prince nudging me and tapped me. "Buddy you ok, the day just started and you are already stuck in your brain." Brendon looked concerned. I felt more than one eye on me so I looked at Prince she was looking then I looked at Tyler he was also looking. He looked concerned. "M' fine" I mumbled and got up. I got the service dog vest on and made the hand signals for prince to put it on. Prince here was a dog for ptsd and anxiety attacks. My anxiety attacks can get so bad sometimes so they trained prince to help me when he senses I'm going to have one. He can do the same to ptsd flashbacks. I love him so much. I got dressed and ate breakfast. Then we headed out to the car.
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When we arrived to the school Tyler showed me and Brendon to the office. He stayed with us while we waited for the secretary to be done on the computer. She looked down and saw me holding prince. "Umm no dogs allowed I thought you would know better" she had this rude expression on her face making my anxiety ten times worse. "He needs this dog. It's a service dog don't you see the vest." Brendon spoke up with the same expression as her. Tyler was staring at me and that made me more anxious. Prince nudged me and whined because she could sense my anxiousness. "Oh sorry here..." she patted my back making me flinch and backing away tripping over Tyler. Prince was licking me and nudging me making me feel a tad bit better. "Oh my gosh are you ok? I'm so sorry, did I do something wrong" she had this face all worried. "You did everything wrong you stupid bitch" Brendon was so annoyed and looked about ready to punch. Tyler did nothing just sit down in a chair near us. I calmed down a little and was able to pet prince.  I just said two words in response  "I'm fine." Then the bell rang signaling it was time to get to class. "Can-n i h-have my - S-sschedule  now" I said in the softest voice ever that I'm surprised people heard me. "Oh yes yes of course... so josh and Brendon" she said pointing to us. "Yes" "ok" she printed out are schedule and off we went.
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We had arrived to class and everyone looked. I was nervous but it's ok as long as no one says anything about prince not allowed here. The teacher looked at Prince but saw her vest and said nothing. "You guys sit in the back" I silently thanked her about being in the back. "Ok" Brendon walked before and I followed. Tyler actually has this class and sits with the basketball players in the middle. I think he is the basketball player, honestly he fits that cocky asshole jock character so I guess it's fine. The teacher had been talking about some math problem but all I was thinking about was who I would sit with. The jocks? The nerds? The outcast? By myself? With Brendon? With Tyler? All this was overwhelming me. "Josh, could you tell me the answer to this" the teacher said bringing me out of my thoughts and scaring me shitless. "Uhhh" my mind blanked I did not know this. Prince nudged me a little and whined. "Hey how come he has a dog no fair" a blonde girl said. "It's a service dog Jenna don't you see" some blonde guy with a fedora said. "He is faking it. He is not disabled so why?" Everyone was staring at me making me nervous. I started to shake and my breath was way Quicker now. I barely noticed prince nodding me or the teacher walk up to me. "Joshua are you ok" the name making me flinch. She touched my arm making me flinch more. "Hey, I'll take him to the nurse ok?" It was Brendon this time. "I'll go with, there both new so..." Tyler said it I think. I was not sure. I felt two hands on me and the leash being taken away from me.
*might be a bit disturbing to some! Just heads up*
Josh was turning 6 today! He is a big boy!!! They got a dog for his birthday last year and he spent every free time with him. When he was not cleaning he was with the dog. Her name was lady and she was a cocker spaniel. He was about to walk lady so he put her leash on and held it as he  attempted to walk out of this hell hole his mom walked in with a smile. Huh weird she is smiling at josh, that's new. "Look I have a surprise" she took the leash out of Josh's hand and took lady to the kitchen. She took a knife and stabbed the dog right in front of josh. He was in shock and started to cry. His mom walked up to him and kissed him. Happy birthday josh and with that she  walked out.
*disturbing part over*
I had not realized I fell on the classroom floor till now. I was shaking and sobbing. It was the loud sobbing that people outside the room could here. I was so embarrassed now my face turning red but I was still shaking and crying. I stood up and ran to the bathroom Brendon chasing after. I got in a stall and slammed it shut locking it and collapsed right there. I was disturbed and the little bit of sleepiness is now gone. I'm wide awake! A/n yeah I was in the dark... no. K I'll stop

"Hey are you alright" Brendon and Tyler are banging on the door of the stall. "I'm not" I replied with a croaky voice. "What happened another flashback" Brendon said. I unlocked the door and I hugged him like he was my lifeline. "Yes, it was terrifying." I cried so hard. "Wanna tell me what happened" Brendon had a voice like he knew I would tell him. "The one with the dog..." "ohh that's a bad one" Tyler had a confused face but didn't say anything and I was glad. Brendon just kept hugging me while rubbing my back. Tyler has prince and just watching me and beebo
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By the time I had calmed down it was lunch time. Me and Brendon sat with Tyler and his friends. The group was Tyler the jock. Brendon my best fren. Dan the  awkward sarcastic mother fucker. Phil the clumsy awkward guy that is dating dan. Pete the nice guy but can be a bit inappropriate at times.  Patrick the guy who is dating Pete. He is super innocent too. Ryan the sweet shy guy. And last but not least dallon the guy that never fails to make you laugh. I think Brendon likes Ryan because he makes cute heart looking eyes at him like dan does to phil.
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After lunch I went to the nurse because they said after lunch I could go home. Mrs Joseph picked me up and now I was in the car. "Hey josh are you ok?" Mrs Joseph was so worried I feel so bad. "Yeah I'm use to this... it's ok as long as I have prince. He stops me from having them sometimes" I say petting prince and smiling. "O-ok... you sure" I nod my head and she starts to drive.
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When I get home I go straight to my room and sleep. The rest of the night I have nightmarish dreams. I try to sleep but it will probably end up Being 3 hours of sleep.
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A/n
Hope you enjoyed my chapter. Guess what... I got a dog. She is a golden retriever and yes her name is cheesy but i don't care. Her name is

Lady. From lady and the tramp. Lmao yep.
Anyway I have to get this done it is 2517 words what! Anyway bye
Stay alive frens
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