1. Staring contest

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Pre amble

THERE IS NOONE OVER 30 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE OVER 30 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE OVER 30 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE OVER 30 IN MY STORY.

Since I know some of you don't understand the first time you read things.

THERE IS NO ONE UNDER 17 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE UNDER 17 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE UNDER 17 IN MY STORY.
THERE IS NO ONE UNDER 17 IN  MY STORY.

As a grown women in college. I do not want to write about 15 year olds.

IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT STOP READING. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT STOP READING. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT STOP READING. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT SROP READING. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT STOP READING.

You do not know where this story is going so maybe keep that in mind before yall get ya like trigger fingers ready. Maybe WAIT to see what is going on before you come talking all that shit.

I have been watching attack on titan since 2014. Please to all you ppl who got into it last year. Shut up. Don't comment. This was started in 2017. I had the idea in season 2. Turn around now. I don't want to hear your bullshit. When you get to a part you do not like LEAVE.
Can you fucking read??? If you get to a part you don't like.

THEN

LEAVE.

Aight. You may proceed.

*First person p.o.v*

I open my eyes only to reveal darkness. The only light in the room were the moon and the stars through the window. I slowly sit up, removing the strong arms around me.

Strong arms around me??

Erwin.

I'm in his room, I'm in his bed. Correction. Naked, in his bed.

I have to go.

Struggling, I manage to find all my clothes that managed to find themselves in his room. It has to be at least 3am, so I don't really need to bother trying to put them all on. I'll at least put on my undergarments, and carry the rest. I take one last glance at Erwin, he looks so peaceful when sleeping, like nothing is wrong in the world.

I see papers everywhere in his office, I can't leave without putting them back like they were before. I put them all back into piles, just to make it easier on Erwin when he starts working on them again.

I leave, and start the journey back to my room. All I can think about are the events prior to this moment.

I slept... with commander Erwin. What am I going to tell my brother? No, what he doesn't know, won't hurt-

"(Y/N)" Oh god, who could be up now?

"Hanji?" Of course

"Are you okay? You seem kinda out of it. I've been looking for you all day". She asked, noticing I am only wearing a bra and panties and walking with a slight limp and hickies on my breast, my neck, and my stomach.

"Come on" She pulls me into her office, and then into her room. She sits on her bed, and motions for me to sit infront of her.

"Okay, tell me everything "

"Okay, so..."

/Flashback/

"So, I heard his wife was pretty hot, is she?" Jean asked me one more question about Nile's personal life.

"Yeah, she is gorgeous." I have been sitting here , with an empty tray answering questions about my brother for about 10 minutes.

I finally decide to leave and find Hanji, But on the way out the door I collide with something. Something big, and hard.

"Oh, hey mike" he does one of the tiniest hair flip I've ever seen.

"Hello (Y/N). Commander Erwin would like to see you in his office. After dinner of course."

"Alright, see you later Mike". I say with a wave while we walk past each other, and he gives me another tiny hair flip.

This won't take long, so I can find Hanji afterwards. I knock on commander Erwin's door. "Name and business "

"(Y/N), sir. I was told you wanted to see me".

"Come in". He says, hesitantly?

I walk into his office and salute. He dismissed it, he is sitting at his desk, with paperwork on paperwork on paperwork. "Mike sent you, didnt he?" he asked

"He did sir". I answer, he gave a little chuckle. Aww, how cute. "Of course". he replied.

I walk over to his window, leaning on it's sill. The sun has set and the stars are out. How beautiful. I turn my head to look at the commander, but he was already looking at me. We lock eyes. After about 10 seconds of intense staring I crack a smile and he smirks at me.

Me, being the fiend I am, walk over and lean over his desk and stare into his beautiful blue eyes. He leans in and we engage in a staring contest.

Niles voice rang in my head "Stay away from commander eyebrows "

He is a big guy, I wonder what he's packing.

Idea

I giggle. Then I walk around his desk, and stand behind him. I grab his shoulders and pull him back in the chair. I run my hands down his chest and whisper in his ear "I think you need a to take a break."

"And why is that"? he asks

"I mean... all this paperwork can't be healthy". I put the last paper he was working on to the side and sat where it was in front of him. "Get some air, do something you've never done before" I said with a wink.

/End Flashback/

"You can probably guess what happens next." I tell Hanji

"Aww, no juicy sex details?" Hanji whined

"Umm, I don't remember it that much, maybe tomorrow yeah?" she giggles "Yeah, go get some rest, you need it". She laughs as I leave the room, still only in my undergarments.

I lied, I remember every detail.

I remember how our lips moved together in a synchronized fashion. I remember the way he kissed my neck and the way I clawed into his back. I remember how when he bit my neck, I would grab a fistful of his hair. I remember how we threw his paperwork literally everywhere in the process. I remember the way he looked at me, like I was the only thing in that room with him. I remember how he felt inside me.

I remember how I felt all of him again in the shower.

I can't lie. It was amazing

I went into his office with my virginity, and left without it.

Well fuck.













- so I'm putting Erwin's and Levi's and Hanji's and Mike's age back because I cant write this knowing they are 30 plus. I need them to be young and fresh you know??-

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