4. Winter

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*1st person*

After breakfast me, Eren, and the rest of the cadets go to the field for training, starting with a few laps as a warm up.

"Winter... can we please - take a break?" Eren asks between breathes

"Umm, who's Winter?" I question him as we slow down.

"You're Winter, because you like winter so much, I thought it would be a cute nickname." I do like winter

Whats a good nickname for Eren? I should call him red, because he is always angry and his ears turn red when he lies. I have time to think about it though, it can't be that hard.

"Are you ready for the upcoming expidition to capture the female titan." Eren ask me, resting his hands on top of his head.

The female titan. She murdered our soldier like it was nothing, like it was a game for her. She slaughtered Levi's squad with ease, killing off his current family. She is going to be captured, she's a murderer. Failure is not an option.

"I guess it doesn't really matter whether I'm ready or not, because its still going to be in three weeks, but yes. I am so ready to get this bitch" I answer honestly. I look at Eren, now seeing his face as he goes into deep thought "Let's do some 3DMG training, yeah?

We trained until it was time for lunch.

Eren sat next to me, while Jean was on the other side. Jean interrupts my conversation with Eren.

"You know, you have a very pretty voice, I bet it would sound amazing moaning my name". Is he seriously saying this to me??

"Jean is this your attempt at flirting, because I have to be honest... it sucks."

I can see the irritation in Eren's eyes as Jean continues to 'flirt' with me.

"Maybe if you come by where I am we could-"

"She said No horseface, that means leave her alone." Eren interjects

"Stay out of this Jeager" Eren rolls his eyes and looks on my general direction as he stands up.

"Hey Winter let's -" Eren starts, using the nickname he gave me that I love oh so much.

"Jeager's losing it, he's talking to people who don't exist." Jean exclaims between laughs "Tell us Jeager, who's winter? Your imaginary girlfriend?" Eren, and a girl? Come on jean, keep up

"Shut up horseface, you don't even know what you're talking about " Eren shouts angrily. Oh Eren, how can so much rage fit into one person.

"Calm down eren." Mikasa grabs his hands to keep him from getting into another fight.

Eren closes his eyes and takes a deep breathe, Calming himself down.

"Come on Winter, we have stable duty." Eren goes to put his tray up, me following not far behind him, leaving a confused Jean at the table.

"How long have you been starring at Levi's horse" Eren nudges me, pulling it out if my trance with the horse.

"His horse is so pretty" I mumble going towards his horse to pet it.

"(Y/N) it's just a horse"

"Horses are people too Eren."

"They are called horses because the aren't people." I feel Eren tugging on my arm "Come on Winter, stop horsing around."

I give eren the 'that's a terrible joke look' but I still can't control my laughter. It was horrible, but it was still funny.

We take our time cleaning the stables up to the corporal's standards.

"Are we finished? " Eren ask, looking around the stables.

"Yeah" good timing, dinner is in half an hour.

Eren stretches his limbs as we walk back inside.

"Hey Eren, before you go to dinner, can you come by my room?"

"Sure" he ruffles my hair

"Okay cool" I go to freshen up before dinner, taking a shower and putting on some black tights, flats, a blue sports bra, and a loose midriff type T-shirt that shows my stomach and lower back. (They probably don't have tights the, but I refuse to put her in a skirt :/)

My door opens and Eren walks in.

"Jeez Eren, what if I was naked?"

"You wouldn't be." That's not a valid answer but whatever.

I sit on my bed and pat beside me, signaling Eren to have a seat.

"So... I may have... you know..." If I dont just spit it out I won't be able to say it "hadsexwithcommanderErwin."

Eren stares at me blankly, before gasping loudly.

"Details. I need every detail."

I tell Eren everything, every last detail.

"But why did you just leave his room like that?" why not?

"Because, it would have been awkward if I stayed" I say walking out the door, considering we were already late for dinner.

"So are you two like.. a thing now?"
(Y/N) Dok and Erwin smith. (Y/N) smith has a nice ring to it.

"I don't think so-"

"You have to ask him!" exsqueeze me??

"Oh no no no, He's just going to reject me." I'm not sure what terms we are on as of now.
"I'll talk to him about it, when you ask Levi on a date."

"Deal." no, he wasnt supposed to accept it.

"Deal. Maybe if he looks into your bug eyes long enough he will realize he's been starving for you, hungry for your love, craving your body." He stares at me and then ruffles my hair as we burst out laughing. I lock arms with him as he rubs the back on his neck and we enter the mess hall.

I look up to see Erwin staring at me. I wave but he does nothing, I wave a little harder, but still nothing, I wave frantically hoping he will notice, and he does. He gives a nod in my direction.

"Someone has there eyes locked on you." Eren says as he nudges me.

I giggle, poking Eren's cheek, only to turn around to see an angry looking Erwin.

Is he mad at me? But he's looking at Eren.

I eat pretty quickly considering how late I was.

I go to bed, but I couldn't sleep.

I have theories of the titans, Nile never liked it when I would talk about it but I've heard some priest talking and stole books and documents, but that minor unimportant stuff is in the past. And Nile took most of it away. That didn't stop me from thinking about it 24/7. I have to know. I need to know.

What's out there?








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I'm so sorry this chapter is so terrible, I'm not a good writer, I have a plot, but i want it to be realistic, but I don't know how to fill in space, so it wont move too fast. Whatever, enjoy your reads.

I hate this chapter

And mikasa

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