Hush (Erwin X Reader) Lemon Fanfiction.

7. welcome

                   *1st person pov*

Right now I am hiding in Erwin's room, while my brother is confronting Erwin on my whereabouts, when we were just about to have sex 5 seconds ago+.

"She is not in her room, she is not in the infirmary, I asked and a cadet told me the last place they saw her go was here so where. Is. She. " This is it. This is the day I die.

"Ahh, yes. She was here, but she left an hour ago. Maybe you just missed her." I'm glad Erwin thought of something to say, because I was prepared to die.

"Hmm, perhaps you're right." Nile says with a sigh.

I can hear them walking to the door.
But I can't hear what they are saying if they are saying anything at all.
I peak out to see what's happening. They don't say anything when Nile leaves, no "bye" or "see you later" just mean glares.

He shuts the door and I come out of his room a giggly mess because wow that was close.

I just remembered something.

"Umm, Erwin?" I call out getting his attention. "Why did you want to see me" I would hope that he wanted to see me for some reason other than my vagina.

"Oh yes, please, have a seat." He gestures to the chair in front of his desk. He takes a seat on the other side. Still shirtless.

"I want you. In every way possible" Erwin speaks

"I'm sorry, what?" Did I hear him right?

"I said, I want you, Hanji wants you, Levi wants you and Mike wants you. We can't all have you. So the choice is yours. Who's squad would you like to join?"

"Levi." I say without hesitation. He looks surprised and a little hurt.

"Are you sure you wouldn't rather join hanji's squad, or stick with me?" He asked me.

"Nope, Levi's" Me and would Eren make a great team

"I see. That is all, you may go." He dismisses me

"Do you want me to come back later? We could finish what we-"

"No. Just go." He cut me off with a harsh no

"Okay, ouch." I say before I walk out the door. I guess it was only meant to be a one time thing.

I'm not going to cry, I can act just as hard as he can. I can act like his existence means nothing to me.

Fuck you Erwin Smith.

                  *Erwin's pov*

She asked why I wanted to see her. Why did I want to see her? Oh Yeah, we all want her on our squad and I have to let her decide to be on my squad. Why would she pick any other? She wouldn't.

"Oh yes, please, have a seat." I gesture to the chair in front of my desk, taking a seat on the other side.

" I want you, Hanji wants you, Levi wants you and Mike wants you but we can't all have you. So the choice is yours."

"I'm sorry what?" Was she even listening. I repeat it for her. Even though I know she's going to choose to stick with me.

"Levi" she says like the question was a no brainer.

"Are you sure you wouldn't rather join hanji's squad, or stick with me?" I asked her wondering why she would rather be with him than me

"Nope, Levi's" Oh, I get. Yeager. I should've known.

"I see. That is all, you may go."  I dismiss her  trying my best not to show my anger.

"Do you want me to come back later?" She starts, but I don't want to hear  "We could finish what we-"

"No, just go." I command.

"Okay ouch" she says as she leaves.

I know I'm irrationally angry right now but I don't care. She chose who she wanted to be with and I guess that's final.

*1st person pov*

I wander around for a while looking for Nile. When I look out the window and, see him standing outside. I move quickly to make it to him before he gets too far away, dodging cadets at every corner.

Eventually I make it outside and see he's still relatively in the same spot. I walk towards him and he turns around.

"Hello there dear brother of mine." I say politely with a kind smile.

"Where were you?" he inquiries. Training? No. With hanji? No. With levi. No.

"I went on a little walk" I try to say with confidence

"Oh yeah?" He raises an eyebrow "to where" he question

"A girl can't just walk around for no reason with no specific destination?" I ask

"No." He states

"Nile, stop worrying. I got me, okay?" I need you to go " How about you go home and take a nice, refreshing nap?"

He seems to like that idea by the way his face lights up

"I think that's just what I need." He says giving me hug.

"I'll see you later (Y/N), be safe" he realses me then ruffles my hair. I watch him get into his chariot a take off. I wave goodbye to him, not knowing if he could even see me or not.

I stand there for a while just thinking, mainly of Erwin. Why is he being so confusing? Why won't he just talk to me?

"Cadet Dok" I hear a voice call out. I turn my head slightly to see captain Levi . I quickly turn my body towards him and salute.

"Sir." I hope I'm not in trouble

"Welcome to my squad..." He starts, " you wil begin training with the squad and your cleaning schedule tomorrow so be ready." He says in his usual bored tone

"Yes, sir" I state, still looking forward with my fist over my heart.

"Good. You're dismissed" he waves his hand telling me to go.

"Thank you sir" I say before quickly walking off.

I'm so excited to be on the special operations squad. I mean, it would be pretty great if I was with Erwin but I don't think he even...

"Oh.. My... G-" I wisper to myself. Erwin is.. Upset? Because I chose Levi over him. But Levi isn't even a threat and I know he knows that so why would he be so ma-

I gasp. Realization hitting me.

Eren

A little bit about the reader... She isn't the type to cry over someone she's the type to pretend not to care. Like " you hurt me. So I'll hurt you worse" hence why she has this chill attitude. She's also going to question everything, like why something was said, the tone used, the facial expression shown. And she smart asf.

Also I think adult are just big kids with responsibility so that's why,they are so childish. I low-key don't like adults so yeah.