Hush (Erwin X Reader) Lemon Fanfiction.

3. Jealousy

*Erwin's POV*

I'm so tired. I've been working on this paperwork for hours. I'm almost done anyways.

Suddenly there's a knock on my door

"Name and business". I state only to get no answer. Instead the door opens and the perpetrator walks in.

Hanji.

I look up and she sloppily salute, it's fine considering she has a stack of paperwork in her hands.

"I have finished the paperwork you assigned me." Good, I thought it was more for me.

"Thank you, Hanji" I might actually finish before dinner.

Hanji sits down in front of me, but doesn't say a word, she's just... looking at me? And smirking, and getting closer??

She squishes my cheeks, looking into my confused eyes with her crazed ones.

"So..." she starts, drawing out the O.

"How was is?" How was wha- OH

(Y/N) told Hanji, but that can't be what she is asking about.

"Hanji I have no idea what you're-"

"Erwin I know you know what I'm talking about." she shaked my face, letting go then crossing her arms, sitting back in the chair. "You deflowered my (Y/N)..."

I deflowered her? She was... she had never...

"...but she didn't give me all the details, so I have to hear it from your point of view".

My point of view? I had the most beautiful girl a moaning mess right under me. I made her body shiver at my touch. I had her legs shaking with every thrust.

"Is someone reliving the moment?" Hanji says pulling me out of my thought.

"Hanji listen, it was a one time thing-"

"Didn't sound like it was only one time to me." she laughs at her own statement.

"It happened okay? And it won't ever happen again."

Hanji's smile immediately falters

"Erwin if you hurt her I swear I will kill you with my own two ha-"

"Hanji, you know I can't get into anything serious due to this line of work. I can't be selfish. I must do what's best for humanity, even if it means tossing my feelings aside."

She sighs and stands up to take her leave.

"Maybe you should think about yourself once in a while, it's not selfish, it's human nature." and with that she leaves.

Human nature huh?

I return to the stack of papers on my desk.

On my desk.

Focus Erwin.

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I finish the remaining paperwork in 15 minutes then head down to the mess hall for dinner.

Sitting at my normal table with minimal conversation and often a glance from levi and/or Hanji. The atmosphere is heavy, the tension is thick. (Y/N) is no where in sight.

"I smell a secret, what is going on between you three that I am not a part of?" Mike suddenly speaks.

There's no use in lying to mike, he can smell a lie from the other side of the wall.

"Mike, come by my office later and I'll catch you up."

He simply raises an eyebrow and continues his meal.

(Y/N) soon walks in later than usual, arms locked with Eren's, hair messy, and giggling whilst Eren rubs the back if his neck.

Why is she always with him? Everytime I see her she is with that Yeagar boy. They walk together, they eat together, the train together.

I didn't notice I was staring until she starts frantically waving at me, making sure I saw her.

She was probably waving the whole time but all I could see was Eren in my way. But in my way of what?

I nod at her before Eren speaks to her again.

"You know..." Levi says to me as he stands up from his seat

"Jealousy doesn't look good on you."