Hush (Erwin X Reader) Lemon Fanfiction.

12. Time

I have to reread this before my chapters and I really sit around like damn I wrote this. Like some of the parts are so good I just laugh because I'm like???? Who tf wrote this??

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I was going to be a mother. Do I even like kids? I don't think so. All this extra hoopla for some dick?

I turn to face Levi. I don't even know what to say. He opens his arms slowly for a hug. I know he doesn't really want to but I can't pass up this opportunity and I really need it. I squeeze levi while I sob, wetting his shirt. He smells good. Really good. I stop crying and now i'm just smelling him. He smells so good its relaxing. I pull away. Finally but I cannot contain my laughter. I really thought it was a dream. Like what a good coping mechanism for trauma but damn. Quickly my laughter turns back into tears.

I turn to Erwin. He has tears in his eyes but none have fallen. "I need some time." And before he can say anything I run away. Hopefully he knows better not to chase me.

I decide it's best that I do not look back at him. He wouldn't think I was serious if I looked back.

I continue running until I'm far enough away from Erwin that he can't hear my crying.

"Hahahaha what the hell??" Its hilarious right? Like actually what the hell. Again my laughter turn into a sob that quickly fades into a blank stare.

"Whew Chile training did not prepare me for this." I tell the tree next to me. I sit with my back propped against the trunk. No it's time to sort out what I'm feeling.

I don't know if it even hurts or not. Am I actually upset or do I just feel like I should be? Who knew Erwin would be so jealous? But he didn't hit me intentionally. But it still happened. I didn't even know I was pregnant so am I really attached? Or am I just upset because of his blind fit of rage? Is it just the embarrassment getting to me? Do I even want to nurture  another being?

"No." Alright, that's it. I'm over it. But what about Erwin. "Some time" should be more than 20 minutes right? I got to make him suffer just a little bit.

I start walking back, taking my time of course. I don't want them to see my back too soon.

I keep accidentally picking up my pace when I think about all the sad looks Erwin is going to give me. All the coddling. He's going to look like a lost puppy and I'm going to enjoy every second of it.

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Just kidding. Yall are getting mad annoying. I got into attack on titan in 2013 before any ages were released before anyone new Reiner was the armored titan. And how many times do I have to repeat that I don't want any old people in story. No 30+. I'm getting so tired of "omg I hate this ship" and "no" okay then go write your own story. Anyways this is the last update i'm leaving the rest to your imaginations since everyone wants to micromanage my story. Go ahead.

Here is what was going to happen because I am not writing anymore so y'all can do what you do best and insert your opinions everywhere. So Eren and Levi were going to have a toxic inappropriate relationship that fails and when he tells (Y/n) she admits that she thought it was going to fail anyways but wanted to match his energy and be happy. Eren gets mad at her and this send him into a spiral. So now eren is a ho. Ge gets with guys and girls. (Y/N) is worried but he won't talk to her until he gets kidnapped.