And To Think This Is Just The Beginning

Chapter 23

Louis’ POV~

Allie is obviously in lots of pain emotionally and the lads and I wanted to all come and see what the matter was (except Niall ) but we just thought it was the best if we all didn’t crowd her so Harry and I went.  Now I am kind of wishing I sent someone else with Harry because I can’t stand to see Allison crying and us talking to her is just making it worse.  This is the worst sight in the world to see her cry, worse then Niall.  She just looks so broke down and tired and I don’t know...done with everything? 

Harry should have never said what he did, well the part about Niall even loving her.  Even though it’s true, she doesn’t need that.  That was shown when she had a total and complete meltdown.  You could also tell that Harry and myself didn’t have a clue what to do.

“Allie, I didn’t mean to make you upset...I-I’m so sorry.”  Harry tried to comfort her. I wasn’t prepared for what was going to happen next. 

“Guy’s you don’t understand!  He is so sweet and kind, he has the best laugh i’ve ever heard, he understands me most of the time, and every time we go out it is great. I have been telling myself all of this time that I don’t really like him this way, but lets just face it...I love him!!! I FUCKING LOVE HIM!!!! So no matter how much he tells me one thing and then does another and it confuses me and makes me like this,” she pointed to herself.  “ I love him, I don’t know why, I guess just no matter how much he hurts me that all of the great things about him just over power it. I’m an idiot!”  

Oh man, she really told us.  We all knew it, we could all see it, but we never thought she would actually admit it to us...to anyone!  We both didn’t know what to say, but luckily she started to speak again.

“Niall and I were having a great time, we went out and got pizza and thats so good let me tell you, I mean the crust was just spectacular and the cheese don’t get me started on th-”

“Allison, I don’t think you were going to tell us about the pizza.” Harry and I chuckled at how distracted she can get over food, kinda like someone we know.  

“Oh yeah, sorry, so anyways.  Niall was going off about the studio and how they kept making him sing it over and over, so I chuckled knowing that it was just to distract him for a while and he was all ‘what are you laughing at’ so I told him that he was cute when he was all mad and he started blushing.  Then like after that he started getting all flirty with me.  There was a rude waitress who I’m guessing liked Niall and so she would only pay attention to him.  She asked Niall if there was anything else she could get him and this is what he did, he had a huge grin on his face and he said this; ‘ yeah, could you get my lady and I some more water?’ and then he pointed to me.  Well that pissed her off, and she went off to get us ice water and he winked at me. I thought I was going to faint when he held my hand under the table.  The waitress came by and purposely tripped spilling freezing ice water all over me, and I think that Niall was more shocked than I was because for a while he just sat and stared.  She was like ‘oops, sorry’ but you could obviously tell she did it on purpose cause of the shit eating grin on her face. So I had started to tell her off, which is my specialty but then after she said it was an accident I guess Niall snapped out of it because HE started telling her off for me and he came over, wrapped me in his jacket and then we left, but not without mumbling cunt pretty loudly to himself.”

“wow, I can’t believe Niall did that.” Harry said.

“So he was trying to help me in to the car and buckle the seat belt for me like I was crippled or something, and we kept having these awkward silences.  He had taken me to the mall and told me that we were going to get dry clothes for me and to stop arguing because he was buying.  So we went in and we were having an awesome time just me trying on god awful dresses and then he picked out 3 good dresses and so I tried the last one on and I needed help zipping it up so I asked if he could help and he came into the dressing room which was super tiny so we were close together he zipped it up for me and then he whispered right in my ear ‘there’ and it sent shivers right up my back.  I turned around and and asked him what he thought and he told me that it was the one and that was good because I thought so too.  But then we had an awkward silence again and we were so close and he was leaning in to kiss me and I just kept thinking to myself, ‘why am I doing this, am I going to kiss him again?’ and we kissed and it got very heated and then we finally pulled away and we were both so stunned, we didn’t know what to say.  Then fortunately my phone rang and it was Harry telling me that everything was set.”

“ooo, spicy” I joked.

“yeah, not really because we went home and we parked the car and thanked each other for the day and then, once again there was that stupid silence and we went in to kiss me again, bit then this time I stopped him.  I pretty much told him that I didn’t kiss him because he told me that he just wanted to forget about the first ever kiss we had and that I thought he wanted me to be his friends with benefits and that I wasn’t that kind of girl.  

“wait,” Harry interrupted “Niall, having a friend with benefits...thats not him.”

“ Yeah I didn’t think it was either but it was the only explanation as to why he keeps playing with me.  So he got really mad and we started mocking each other on the way to the party and he was mocking me and said that I think I am the greatest friend ever when really I’m a horrible one.  So when he opened the door and thats why I said that after you told him that that the party was mostly me.”

“ wow.” Was all that seemed to float out of my mouth.

“yeah, I know. You don’t have to say anything. I know it’s a lot to take in.” She said.

“so are those songs that I hear you singing all the time are- did you write them for him?” I asked.

“yeah”

Her songs.  I hear them all the time and they are great, they really are. I mean, they have so much feeling and depth to them.  You can just connect to with her on so many levels.  She has had to have written about more than a dozen songs already.

“I would love to hear your songs sometime, but back to the topic.  I think that you should come back to the party and try to have fun.” Harry said, I nodded my head agreeing.

“I-I can’t. I’ll just break down when I see him! I know I will!”  

Wait! But in that letter that we got it said that she gets upset and then she gets mad and gets revenge. Thats it!

“You can try though and make him think nothing is wrong...Maybe give yourself a makeover, flirt with some guys and make him jealous.”  I suggested and then winked.  She had a thinking look on her face and then it changed from sad and depressed to smug and evil.  Harry and I both looked at her.

“Okay.  I'll do it...”