Niall's POV
18 missed calls
I read my phone screen for the thousandth time.
"Mate, don't even look at the screen! She is nothing!"
"Louis, I can't not look at it. Even if she is dating Zach it's not going to change my feelings for her."
"Well what exactly are your feelings?" Louis rudely asked.
Truth be told, I didn't know what my feelings were. I know that I like her more than a friend. Way more than a friend. She is so funny, talented, smart, understanding, and not to mention absolutely gorgeous. I could help myself all of those times so I kissed her. I wanted her to be my girlfriend for the longest time now, but it was too late. I missed my chance when she started going out with Zach. Now I can't even face her knowing that Zach could kiss or hug Allie anytime and she would let him, because she likes him...and not me. But I can't be upset or ignore her anymore, she didn't do anything wrong. Maybe if I had told her I liked her then she would be with me and not Zach.
"you have 1 new voicemail" The robot lady on my phone announced. I picked it up from the table, just hoping it was from Allie.
"oh no you don't!" Louis said coming out of the kitchen. "Not so fast. It has to be from her and you can't listen to it. You need to be strong!" He ran over to grab the phone but I already decided, I was going to listen to her mesmerizing voice. I got up and ran for dear life to the bathroom locking the door just in time. I finally got the guts to play the voicemail while Louis was pounding on the door.
"Hey Niall," you could tell she was crying because she sniffled.
"I know that you probably aren't even going to listen to this but I'll try anyway. I know you are hearing things from everyone about me and my love life. I know this is all pretty messed up and if I could explain right now I would, but I don't think any of the boys would even let me. So, I'd like to tell you something, but it's more of an in person thing and just I really want to hear your voice and see you more than anything. But to the point... Expect something special in two days at the awards. Umm, yeah. I lo-," she paused and sharply took a breath then continued.
"I mean see ya Ni."
I couldn't take it anymore, just thinking about her is enough. Hearing her voice made me lose it. I started crying like a baby as Louis burst through the door.
"What's going on Niall." He demanded seriously.
"I love her! I love Allie!" I finally admitted. Why did it take me this long to actually say it.
"That's it mate. We're going to help you get over her!" He told me like he was mad at the world. There was no way to get me over Allie. No way at all and in almost one day, I would have to face her. But then I watched Louis as he was typing heavily in his phone and then he held it to his ear.
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"Hey Selena, How would you like to be Niall's date to the awards show this Saturday?"
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A/N: Hey guys! Just letting you know. I am now starting to edit this story and let me just say.
I am so sorry you had to read that crap. I started writing that when I was like 12 or when I just turned 13, not really sure. But really wow. My writing has got a lot better and I am changing almost everything in the beginning. All the parts that just say chapter (insert number here) without a saying next to it has been edited already. So PLEASE REREAD IT! Thanks to all the people who actually read this though. yeah so please read over them again, they are WAY BETTER!
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