*disclaimer this is my first time writing a story please only give constructive criticism*
Carter has been thrown a lot of stones in life. will she let the pain and suffering get to her or will love cure it all?
*read to find out*
A month later and he's still haunting me. He's in my nightmares, every time I close my eyes, everywhere I go. It's like a never ending cycle when do I became happy. When do I get my happily ever after. When does life realize it has put me through enough. It has beaten down, it has brung up, and slammed me back down. I just want to have a normal life With people who love me.
I was woken up by another nightmare. With no one to comfort me. Chrys left last week. I never been sadder for her to leave me. When she left she took the innocent me with her. As I watched her drive off I lost apart of me a part that I know I will never get back.
Since I was already woke and I had to wake up in a hour I decided to get ready for school. I dreaded every moment of being around people. I felt that every snicker, or weird look was for me. I'm destroyed, he ruined me even more than I already was. I walked over to the shower turning it on the hottest temperature it's not like I would feel it anyway i'm to numb to feel anything. After I was done showering, brushing my teeth , washing my face and putting my hair into a bun I got dressed. I decided to wear an over sized sweater,black leggings, leg warmers and boots
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After I was done getting dressed it was time for everyone else to wake up. So I sat at my desk and watched a couple YouTube videos. After they were ready I went and got in the car. Mr. Johnson dropped us off as usual. I dreaded every second of being in this school building. I decided to sit in the back today and read my book. When I glanced up I saw Cole and he must have noticed me so he came and sat beside me.
"Are you ok Carter you look a little down today?" Cole questioned concerningly
"I'm fine just didn't get a lot of rest last night". I replied softly
"Do you want to talk about it?" he questioned wonderingly
"Maybe some other time" I replied trying to make him change the subject.
"Just know that i'm here for you and we can talk whenever you're ready. So today we can just sit here in silence" he said reassuringly
First period Cole literally just sat there in silence doing his work while i was reading my book that was so nice of him. I wish more people were like him.
COLE POV
When I came in first period I saw Carter in the back of the class sitting there reading a book and not doing her work that never happens so I knew something was wrong. So I decided to go talk to her. I was just making sure that she was ok. But I knew she wasn't going to tell me right away so I suggested to sit there in silence. So If she was to changes her mind I could be the one that she vents too.
After first period was over. She dashed out quickly. I hope she's ok i just wish she would give me the chance to show her that I really like her and would do anything for her. I couldn't wait to see her in the other two classes we had together because I need to make sure that she is ok or going to be ok.
In each of the classes we had together I sat beside her in silence. When I sat down I glanced over to see her face expression. She seemed to like the company.
The dismissal bell rings, I didn't even notice the time , this day has went by very quickly. When i looked over to see if Carter was still there she was gone. I grabbed my things and caught up with her.
"Carter I hope your day gets better" I said sincerely
"Cole can i ask you something" She questioned
"Yes Carter anything" i said concerned
"Could you meet me at the park in two hours" she asked desperately looking like she need to talk.
"Yeah sure thing see you in two hours" I said reassuringly
CARTER POV
I asked Cole to meet meat the park so that we could hang out. He is a great guy even if he has a reputation of breaking girls hearts. What he did today was so cute. It showed me that he's actually trying to build a friendship with me genuinely.
As I was waiting for two hours to pass by I decided to call Chrys just to check on her and see how things been at home. I miss my best friend she was there with me through everything as a child. She was like my super hero when we were younger but with age comes change. I called her twice and no answer. So I texted her telling her why I was calling. I put my phone down waiting for to reply.
Two hours later I started walking to the park. But on my way there I bumped into Cole.
"Hey" Cole said normally
"Hey" I replied causally
"So what did you want to meet at the park for?" he question causally
"Nothing I just like your company" I said while blushing
"I like your company too beautiful... do you want to go on the swings?" he said flirtingly and questioned Causally
"Yes i would love to lead the way" I said Jokingly
