The happiest I ever been

Chapter 16- Opening my heart

​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​It's​ ​been​ ​a​ ​week​ ​since​ ​Christmas​ ​passed.​ ​Since​ ​that​ ​kiss​ ​happened​ ​I​ ​have been​ ​thinking​ ​about​ ​Cole​ ​even​ ​more​ ​than​ ​I​ ​used​ ​to.​ ​I​ ​want​ ​to​ ​give​ ​him​ ​a​ ​chance​ ​but my​ ​heart​ ​is​ ​telling​ ​me​ ​no.​ ​I​ ​think​ ​I'm​ ​going​ ​to​ ​go​ ​against​ ​my​ ​heart​ ​on​ ​this​ ​one​ ​and just​ ​give​ ​him​ ​a​ ​chance.​ ​He​ ​has​ ​been​ ​nothing​ ​but​ ​good​ ​to​ ​me​ ​and​ ​I​ ​think​ ​we​ ​could be​ ​OK​ ​together.

​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​Since​ ​we​ ​are​ ​on​ ​break​ ​until​ ​January​ ​3rd​ ​I'm​ ​going​ ​to​ ​hang​ ​out​ ​with​ ​Cole​ ​a lot​ ​more.​ ​But​ ​since​ ​I​ ​pulled​ ​back​ ​from​ ​the​ ​kiss​ ​he​ ​has​ ​been​ ​kind​ ​of​ ​falling​ ​off​ ​with the​ ​flirty​ ​text​ ​and​ ​flirty​ ​comments.​ ​I​ ​hope​ ​he​ ​didn't​ ​just​ ​move​ ​on​ ​because​ ​he​ ​thinks I'm​ ​playing​ ​with​ ​his​ ​heart.  ​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​Today​ ​I​ ​suggested​ ​to​ ​him​ ​that​ ​we​ ​should​ ​go​ ​to​ ​a​ ​drive-thru-movie.​ ​He​ ​told me​ ​that​ ​he​ ​was​ ​so​ ​sure​ ​yet​ ​but​ ​he​ ​would​ ​get​ ​back​ ​to​ ​me.​ ​I​ ​have​ ​been​ ​waiting​ ​for​ ​a hour​ ​for​ ​a​ ​response.​ ​None​ ​yet​ ​so​ ​I​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​call

"Hey​ ​Carter​ ​Wassup"​ ​he​ ​said​ ​sounding​ ​like​ ​he​ ​wasn't​ ​in​ ​the​ ​mood​ ​to​ ​talk.

"Did​ ​you​ ​think​ ​about"​ ​I​ ​said​ ​eagerly​ ​wanting​ ​him​ ​to​ ​say​ ​yes.

"Yeah​ ​I​ ​thought​ ​about​ ​it...​ ​and​ ​I​ ​will​ ​go​ ​with​ ​you"

"I​ ​can't​ ​wait..​ ​What​ ​time​ ​will​ ​you​ ​be​ ​here" "Around​ ​8"​ ​he​ ​said​ ​hanging​ ​up

​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​I​ ​understand​ ​his​ ​frustration​ ​because​ ​the​ ​girl​ ​that​ ​you​ ​like​ ​and​ ​would​ ​go to​ ​the​ ​end​ ​of​ ​the​ ​world​ ​for​ ​is​ ​playing​ ​with​ ​your​ ​heart.​ ​Not​ ​for​ ​long​ ​I​ ​think​ ​I'm going​ ​to​ ​make​ ​him​ ​my​ ​boyfriend​ ​tonight. ​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​

​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​​ ​It's​ ​was​ ​around​ ​six​ ​0​ ​clock​ ​when​ ​I​ ​got​ ​off​ ​the​ ​phone.​ ​So​ ​I​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​get ready.​ ​I​ ​went​ ​in​ ​the​ ​bathroom​ ​and​ ​did​ ​all​ ​of​ ​the​ ​hygienic​ ​things​ ​I​ ​had​ ​to​ ​do.​ ​I'm going​ ​to​ ​dress​ ​up​ ​really​ ​nice​ ​so​ ​he​ ​can't​ ​say​ ​no​ ​to​ ​me​ ​I​ ​thought​ ​to​ ​myself​ ​.​ ​After​ ​I Came​ ​out​ ​of​ ​my​ ​train​ ​of​ ​thought​ ​I​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​wear​ ​my​ ​blue​ ​skirt,​ ​white​ ​crop​ ​top, white​ ​heels​ ​and​ ​the​ ​necklace​ ​he​ ​gave​ ​me​ ​with​ ​another​ ​necklace.​ ​After​ ​I​ ​was dressed​ ​I​ ​curled​ ​my​ ​hair​ ​and​ ​started​ ​my​ ​make​ ​up.