"shut the fuck up kain!!! no ine wants to hear you!!"
"bitch your are the one fucking yelling at me for being smart!!!"
"oh please smart?!? have you seen your grades? I didnt even know a GPA could go that low!!"
yes I was argueing with kain. the guy I had my eyes on. he is a complete and total ass hole. like I sirousely can nit stand him. ever since he laughted at me. ever since I tried to commit. all I have been was nothing but cold. I felt empy. I felt worthless. I felt like might as well make every one else feel miserable. I hated everyone and everything. even the teachers didnt like me. they hated me. im pretty sure only my 3rd and 6th pireod teachers liked me.
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*one week later*
"Alyssa!!" "angie!!" me and alyssa, an 8th grader, have become so close. I found out she loved one direction too so we started talking and talking and now we were colse. the only down fall is kain hangs out with us too. I haven't been able to talk to him with out him being rude to me.
a few days went by and I have slowly been talking to kain a little more. he is acually very cool. we have alot of common interest it halerious. the only thing bad with it is people have starting shit. Unfortunately they where true. but I couldnt just say that they they where it would make my life way worse then it is. oh and no I have not stoped cutting. just cuz I have friends now it does not mean in my in a lot of fucking pain.
I was in science class when he pulled up his sweater sleeves. I couldnt blame himit was fucking hot in that class room witch was a first. but when he pulled up his sleaves you coukd see his battle wounds. the same kind I had. scares. he cuts. when he saw me looking at them he pulled him sweater down. but I did the opposite. I lifted mine up. I showed him. what he did is what suprised me. he grabed my wrist, rubbed his thumb over them, and then kissed them. "stop" was the only thing he said. befor he let go.
I felt warm. the feeling of loneliness was slowly disappearing. I no long felt cold.
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The Pain Of Yesterday
Fanfiction"Baby, I just wanted to let you know that, just because you're hurting it's not the end, because after all, the the pain of yesterday, is the strength of today." «»«»«»«»«»«»«»«» This is based on me so if you're sensitive to the topic of de...
