The Pain Of Yesterday

Chapter 8: He's your What?!? No!!

"Aaliyah why did you have to pick him of all people?"

"He's sweet, handsom, and he has those amazing eyes, the curly hair, and Well . . . him. he's fucking perfect."

"Ugh!! Aaliyah you know how i told you about the brother that i never really saw?"

"Ummm . . . . Yeahhh"

"Well when i was 8 my mom and dad got devorced, my dad, well moved to astralia. he married this woman who had my step-brother. My brother was nice to me. he treated me like he knew me forever like if i was his real sister but when i turned 11 my mom had won custody of me so i had to move back to america. i only knew him for 3 years but i still miss him. Alan, Johnny, and Jenny all loved him. we where all like one happy family, until my dad came back to visit me when i was twelve for 2 weeks. that was when i started cuttng and since then i never saw him or A- my brother again."

"Ella Where areyou going with this?"

"Ashton is my brother."

"He's your What!?!?! No, No. No, he can't be."

"Well aperantly he can."

"Hey aaliyah where is Ang- oh never mind."

"WHEN THE FUCK WHERE YOU GOING TO TELL ME THAT ANGIE WAS YOUR SISTER!?!? I'M OVER HERE EXITED TO INTRODUCE YOU TOO AND THEN I FIND OUT YOUR HER STEP BROTHER!!"

"Aaliyah, calm down. i didn't know she was one of your roommates, if i did i would have told you."

"Ashton just tell me the truth. why didnt you tell me you had step-brothers and sisters?"

"I didn't think it was important."

i roll my eyes at his comment. of course its importamnt to tell your girlfriend that you have sibilings. or in this case step sibilings? is that even what you call us?

"Thanks, Bro. nice to know i wasn't important."

"You know thats not what i ment angie."

"don't call me that. you don't diserve it."

"Why are you so mad at me?"

"Maybe i wouldn't be so mad if you whould have came with dad 7 years ago to visit i wouldn't have scars all over my body." at this point i'm crying waterfalls. my tears teasted saltier then the ocean.

"What?" he lowered his voice and grabed my wrist. i tried to pull back but he tightend his grip.

"L-l-let me g-go!!"

"No. i'm never letting you go anymore. I'm not letting my little sister go."

he starts to take off all his braslets slowly reveling fresh cuts and some faded scars. He cut too. but why? whats his reason?

"When you left, when you when back to your  mums i had no one to talk too, no one to take care of, nothing to look foword to wheni got home from school or when i picked you up from school. i felt so alone. i thought you where happy with your mum. i thought you didn't care about me anymore. i just fell. i fell into depression, i fell into self-hate, i fell to the darkest world i ever knew."

"What anout lukey, mikey, and calcal? they where there whern't they?"

"No. they became depresed too. they went through the same thing i did. exept the cutting. that was just me, but now i think i'm not the only one. just wait till i tell them i found you."

"why would you tell them?"

"I moved to Sandiego to find you."

oh well i didn't know that the brother i havent seen in like 8 years is out hunting for me. now that would have been nice to know.

"Hey mate! . . . Yeah i'm fine . . . no . . . Are you going to let me talk? . . . okay so  guess what?  . . . yes cuz i really didn't want to listen to your questions. . . . Love you to luke . . . . No the answer is i found her"

Luke. luke hemmings. the blond boy who's voice i missed the most aside from ashton's. lthe blond boy who i cared for so very much yet broke my heart. he was come to sandiego. to see me. why? i don't know and i probably never will.

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well here is another update!! sorry if it sucks well love you!! bye!!! stay strong!! comment what you think will happen next.