The Pain Of Yesterday

Chapter 1: The start of the end.

School had finally came. After being bored for hours at home doing nothing but hearing my parant go on and on and on about how they are no longer together and how my mom has no right to be here and that he has 30 days to leave. that right there broke me. my mom was my life. she helped me through the shit that I couldnt do my self. my mom was leaving. I dont understand. why now? why today did I choose to acually listento them argue? I don't know, but I need to be relived.

I rushed to the bathroom to find something to cut with. I found nothing. I went to my room and found a pair of scissors I opend them and looked at the blade. this was the first time I ever thought of cutting. but there is a first to everything right? I hesitated a little thinking if this was the right choice, but what was my hesitation? it wouldnt matter anyway right? so I did it. I slid the blade across my wrist. SLASH. once. SLASH. twice. SLASH. three times. but i didnt stop there. I did it one final time. SLASH. No blood. Just marks and pain was enough. I cried in my room and wished to be gone. I had stoped eating a while ago. but was still over the mass limit for a 12 year old. I couldn't do it.

Maggi. Magi was my best friend and so was Sabrina, we call her darcy, I kiked maggi and told her what I did. but her response is whay suprised me.

Maggi I cut :( - Angie

dont worry your not alone - Maggi

what do you mean? -Angie

I cut too - Maggi

what? - Angie

I cut too. but im not proud. - Maggi

please angela stop. dont make my mistakes - Maggi

long have you been doing it for? -Maggi

since today - Angie

how many? - Maggi

four times - Angie

Stop . . . -Maggi

with that w stoped talking. it ended. we stoped talking about it. tje next day school started. and when my eyes landed on a boy with light brown hair and green eyes, my world stopped. He was new at our school. no one new who he was. but to me he became my everything in just a matter of seconds. That was when I new he had to be mine. the boy with the green eyes and the boy with the light brown hair, became my mission.

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hey guys hope you like the first chapter of my story is based on my life a little. ok a lot. but hope you like it. and Hi sabrina! tell me what you think ok please. Bye!!!!!