A/N
okay so i'm sorry but the reason i didn't put how the date when is because it will be brought back as a flash back later on in the book most likely the end but please don't give up on me i'm tring my best i'm kind sorta going through a ruff time right now personaly so its takeing up most of my thoughts and emotions but i will try to keep the book on point okay? i'm very sorry i love you all thank you. Stay Strong<3
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Ready? 1...2...3!
we all stand up at the same time and put our hands up in the air. The feeling of freedom instantly consumes my body and the winds force pushing agenst my skin.
"God i haven't done this in so long!!!" ashton yells through the noise coming from every witch way. Our suden Perks of being a wallflower moment (The one where they are in the tunel) was stoped by the sound of sirans comeing from behind us.
"Shit!" ashton says as he looks behind us to see that there where cops on our tail, "Well that didn't last long." he says starting to turn fully around.
"Fuck!!! they always ruin everything!!!" i say turning around as well letting my head fall back to hit the roof of my truck. "This is always better when we do it in sydney. "
"Yeah cuz it isn't illegal in sydney" ashton says as aaliyah finally pulls over.
"Niall how was it? you know before the cops came in and ruined the fun?" i say finally noticing that the firrworks had gone off as we where do ing the thing.
"It was.... It was fun! Can we do it again sometime?" he asks honding to hand a bit tighter.
"Get down from the trunk miss valdez!!" the cop that always seems to pull me over says. officer Qihano
"Oh officer nice to finaly see you again!" i say with a a fake happy adittude.
"Hold the adittude Angie, No tengo tiempo pa tus estupideses." (A/N that means "I don't have time for your stupidities" in spanish)
"Okay Manuel no son estupideses si tu fuiste el que me dejo aserlo in mexicali" i answer back in spanish (A/N "they are not stupidities if you where the one who let me do it in mexicali" Mexicali is a place in mexico)
"Yeh but that's in mexico in mexico its not illegal" he says giving me my ticket as he walks back to his cop car.
"Yeah whatever dad see you in 2 weeks." i say as niall, ashton and i walk back to the car. they both look awkward and i have a feeling i have to explain when we get home.
"What the hell was that? why did you call him dad?" niall asks as soon as the back doors to the 4x4 close.
"Okay well as you know my birth perants are devorced so my mom remerried to that ass hole and my dad married ashtons mom, my step-mom, and well yeah that explains the 'Dad' part of that question, and what happen is that he was giving me shit because i did something that i origanaly took from austrailia, meaning that me and ashton did it first, and took it to mexico cuz i missed ashton and that reminded me of him cuz that was our thing, but the point is that he was givin me shit for doing something he alowed me to do and later said it was diffrant." i sayin the virge of a emotional breakdown from all the sudden sadness and anger that was coming out.
"Awww babe its okay." niall says as he rubs circles on my back and i just snap.
"Don't fucking touch me!!" i say yelling with tears running down my eyes. he jumps at my suden outburst and moves his hand quickly. he looks at shton in confusion and worry in his eyes.
"She doesn't like being touched when she's mad or sad. right now she's both so just talk to her but don't touch. last time i did thati ended up with a pound of frozen turcky thrown at my head witch resulted in a black eye. it hurt to say the least." (A/N Fun Fact: That acually does happen btw and the turcky this did to but i threw it to my sisters head.)
Niall nods and looks at me in sadness of the situation. i wouldn't blame him though. i'm a fricken phyco.
"Niall i'm sorry it's just that....It;s all just so terible and the memories hunt me. i wouldn't blame you if you just broke up with me. i' crazy and i know it." i say putting my face in my hands as the tears begin to flow again .
"I would never..." he says. i lean into him as i cry. he looks at shton and ashton nods his head in okay. niall puts his arm around me and kisses the top of my head.
"Everything is going to be okay. i promise." he says and he continoue to to kiss my head.
Everything is going to be okay i promise .....
those words eco in my head head the whole way home.
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July 6, 2014
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Angela Valdez
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The Pain Of Yesterday
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