The Pain Of Yesterday

Chapter 18: No way! is that the One Direction boys?!

I walked into the dance studio and emeidately made my way to the aux cord. i pluged in my galaxy s5 and put pompeii by Bastille on full blast. i had a few munutes to spear before i had to teach class so i decided to take out my fustration, my angerm, My emotions out in a form of dance.

I was left to my own devices

Many days fell away with nothing to show

I swayed my hips from left to right waiting for the tempo to speed up. 

And the walls kept tumbling down

In the city that we love

Great clouds roll over the hills

Bringing darkness from above

I started by moving my hands and my head. I closed my eyes begining to get really into the movement of my body to the song.

But if you close your eyes,

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes,

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

How am I gonna be an optimist about this?

I continued to move my hands and began to move move the rest of my body. i could feel the stress and the anger and the sadness i was feeling wash away as the song continued.

Oh where do we begin?

The rubble or our sins?

Oh where do we begin?

The rubble or our sins?

I began to feel weak and scared. I could feel my body giving into the all the pain i was feeing. the emotions might have left but the memmories where still there. but i continued, refusing to give up and give in. I couldn't call it a fight when i knew it was a war. a war against my self. a war against my own demonds, my own thoughts.

the song ended and i droped to the floor with tears falling my eyes. i could hear bags falling and voices wispering. i could hear feet stomping and people running. soon i was surrounded my the hugges of my students, my family. i began to cry even more knowing that i had caused a wave of worry and sadness among my students. all i ever did was cause problems. i began to wip my face and rid my self ffrom tears as my class sat against the wall of the dance room. 

"why are you guys sitting down?" i was confused becuse usually my class knows to start warming up as soon as they get in the class. 

"We want to know." Chorlette asked. chorlette luna and makenzie are all in my dance class. we all grow up together. we were all best friends and still are to this day. i know what happend between every girl and luke. we all had a bad past with him. 

" Mom mom is back in town and decided to breakinto my house toi insult me witch my boyfriend and brother just sohappends to walk inin the middle of me and my monster of a mother fighting."  they all look shocked and worried fro me. 

makenzie decided to speek up this time. " you mean the bitch that left you when you were 8?"  she raises her eyebrows waiting for an answer. 

"Yup thats the witch." i say popping the 'p' at the end of 'yup'.

Then luna spoke, "well what did the bitch say?" she asks the question i was dreading. 

"Luna can we not please? at least right now."  she nodds and then i fix my posture. I cleaned my face from the tears and am greatful for the fact that i wore waterproof makeup today. they all look confused until i finally speek. 

"Alright class lets get started he have 15 minutes left so well just go over the coreagraphy for Bailando by Enrique Iglesias feat. sean paul."  they all stand up and get in there spots for the coreography. the boys on one side and the girls in the othere since the dance involvs teams. 

"re-dy!?" i yell with my hands over my mouth. and the class responds "Hell-yeah!!" and we begin. 

You look at me and, girl, you take me to another place

Got me feeling like I’m flying, like I’m out of space 

Something ‘bout your body says, "Come and take me." 

Got me begging, got me hoping that the night don’t stop 

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"okay class that was agreat practice today bring in the same energy next week please and remember we have a performance at balboa park on monday of next week. Bye guys!" 

"bye angie!!" they simotaniously say. and walk out the door.

"No way! is that the one direction boys?!?" a girl says from out side my class room. 

"will there be a reunion?"  jenna from my class asked. 

"No love we're here to talk to coach angie." the boy who's voice i reconize as louis. i run to the door and lean oh so casualy. "She's here." i say with a smirk as they all look at me and smile. they all run to me and i push myself off the wall and im imediately lifted off the ground. 

"ANGIE!!" they all say as i laugh. "Boys!!" i say finally when the put me down. "Long time no see. well except you niall i see youylike every day." 

"I- uh- i haven't told them yet." he scrches the back of hisneck and i nod  knowingly. 

"alright boys well i need to shower so yeah umm you guys know where i live so meet me there bye!" 

as i turn the cornwer i run into someone. when ilook up to see who bumped into i freeze. 

"hey"

"hello"