Secret Life

Setting Up

I open the bedroom door to see the brat sitting on the bed looking tired and a bit roughed up in the candlelight. I vaguely remember seeing his vest and jacket in his room, yet no one bothered to get him a blanket. We have another staring contest before he says, "I was told you were outside waiting. A part of me didn't want to believe him."

"Just as I didn't want to believe you were fighting with a cigarette in your mouth," I respond locking the door. "Did it break during the fight?"

"Finished it before Danchō got hold of me," he answers sitting up, the chains on his wrists clinking slightly. "Why exactly are you here?" he asks warily.

"I came here to talk," I say walking up to him, "really to apologize."

"For...?"

"Last night," I answer sitting on the edge of the bed not breaking eye contact. "For chasing you away - that was not my intention."

"Then what was your intention?" he asks with an edge in his voice. "You sure you don't want to keep looking for your brat?"

I flinch slightly, putting the bag on the bed before answering, "Jaeger... Eren, let me start from the beginning, what I wanted to talk with you about before that damn meeting."

"What does it have to do with -"

"It's where my confusion started," I say reaching for the letter. "Do you remember the last box?"

"The extra-sealed one? What about it?"

I hand him the letter. "This was on top of it. I didn't believe it at first."

"At first?" he asks looking me in the eye then at the letter. "What changed your mind?"

"When Four Eyes found out about the law - if the authorities found out about that box, you would be killed," I say quietly looking down at my hands while he read the letter. "I was okay with not telling anyone but you and her, so long as I didn't lose you."

I hear him sigh softly. "Which is why I told no one. I want to protect the people I care about."

"And I wanted to tell you when you got back from town, but then Shitwin told me about the meeting we just had to have, and then the next day Four Eyes said you'd be back later, and... well... yeah..."

He hums softly and looks out the small window for a moment. "Heichō."

"Hm?"

"Come here," he says holding out his chained hand. I take it and move further up the bed until I'm able to lie across his lap, putting the hand I was holding on the back of my head. He takes the hint and combs his fingers through my hair.

I sigh happily and rub my face into his thigh, feeling warm and tingly all over as we stay silent for a few moments, but I know we can't stay like this for much longer; I want all of him tonight. "And last night... I... I missed you. Couldn't sleep without you. Then I found her in your bed and -"

"I need to apologize as well," he jumps in turning my face so that I could look up to him. "I knew you were about to throw a tantrum; I knew you just wanted to be in my arms, yet you kept saying 'my brat', not me. I thought you didn't want me there, so I left."

"It's not that I didn't want you; you were still in doctor mode - I wasn't sure if I was supposed to treat you as a stranger still. I only wanted you to take all of that off and just sleep with me," I finish rubbing my face on his thigh again.

"I realized it too late," he says stroking my face. "While they were questioning me, I just knew I had to get you alone again." He pulls me up to his face, and I grip his shoulders to stay upright. "You really know how to drive me crazy yet keep me wanting more."

"That's my line," I say inching closer. My lips ghost his when I continue, "Let me make it up to you before morning comes."

Our lips connect, and I start to melt. His lips are so soft and plump, fitting mine just so perfectly. I lick his top lip just as he licks my bottom lip, our moans becoming one. He quickly slips his tongue in and maps out my mouth; I moan and bury my hands into his chocolate-brown hair as he cradles my body in his arms. My tongue slides against his sensually before they coil around and wrestle each other. His moan reverberates in my mouth, sending tingles down my spine. The kiss becomes more frantic as we taste and crave more of each other. Everything is fucking perfect... until we separate for air. I take in his messy hair tangling around my fingers, beautifully swollen lips, and gorgeous turquoise eyes glazed with lust, wanting to remember every detail of this beauty.

"You taste more delicious than I imagined," Eren says gruffly putting our heads together. I shiver and feel my body get hot with need. "You've more than made it up to me - I'm just glad we cleared the air."

"I'm not done with you, shitty brat," I say getting up. "I've got a lot planned and little time to do it."

"Who says we only have tonight?" he asks looking at me curiously as I rummage through my bag.

"Shitwin if he has an inkling of where I disappeared to," I answer. "Now I'm covering your eyes with this," I say playing with his blue and white-striped tie. "Do not take it off until I say."

"Yes sir," he says before I blindfold him. I quickly slip a paddle and rope under his pillow before moving to the desk on the wall opposite the window. I take off my outer layer of clothes, folding them up before placing them in the dresser next to the bed. I adjust my lingerie, carefully tying the front of my G-string with a small ribbon. I make sure that my thigh-high stockings are attached to the garter belt before slipping out a pair of shiny black pumps, my lacy face mask (which doubles as a blindfold), and my cassette player from the bag. I place the player on the desk and the bag under it before putting on the pumps.

"Heichō?" I don't answer, hoping he catches on that ranks won't be needed tonight. "... Levi?" he whispers.

"It's okay, Eren," I say purring his name. I've always loved how his name feels on my lips; I can only hope he'll have me screaming it later. "Take it off."

I enjoy watching his reaction more than I feel I should. He fumbles with the knot a little before pulling it down around his neck. I position myself within the moonlight before he looks in my direction. The look of shock quickly gives way to one of hunger; he tries to walk toward me, but the chains keep him only an inch or two away from the bed.

"Levi," he growls, licking his lips. His eyes are darker with a dangerous luster as he tries unsuccessfully to break the chains. "Come here."

"Just sit back and enjoy, Eren," I purr. He groans and mumbles under his breath before sitting, as comfortably as he could, facing me. I put on the blindfold, open the eye holes, and press play.