wanting Ron (Rarl)

reality 8 (pt 9)

"fine we don't need you!" Daryl yells.

my eyes water up with tears but i quickly blink them away "i knew you guys did not love me from the start but i don't care i have Ron and that is all that matters!" i yell.

i start walking away.

"Carl get back over here!"

i turn around and say "have a fun life."

i turn back around and walk.

"CARL!" someone yells but i dont care.

"hey car car." someone says.

i smile.

only one person calls me that.

i turn to Ron and say "Hey."

"you need to go back." he says.

"what why?" i say in confusion.

"just because!" he argues.

i walk up to a tree and sit down.

Ron sits next to me.

"being happy is not a feeling it is a reward." I finish.

"and i have not earned my reward yet." i finish.

Ron grabs my face softly and makes me look at him.

he pulls something out of his pocket and hands it too me.

i look down at it the back up at him.

"i want you to open this and look in the mirror and tell me you are not tearing yourself apart." he says.

i shake my head.

he snatches it out of my hands.

"see you cant do it!" he accuses.

he opens the locket to revel a mirror and he shoves it in my face.

i look at myself and i start crying.

i look up at Ron.

"This right here is not the Carl i know." he points out.

"the Carl i know would never ever betray his family for nothing...."

"the Carl i know would never beat himself up on purpose."

"the Carl i know could never smack a girl..."

"the Carl i know..... is not this Carl." he finishes.

i hug Ron and cry into his arms.

''i just want you back!" i sob.

he pats my back and hugs me.

"i want you to make up with every one of them if you dont you'll regret it.... okay Carl?"

"why would i regret it they have been so rude to you!" i argue.

"whenever there gone... you'll regret it." Ron says.

Ron then leaves.

i put my head against the tree and silently cry.

"Carl?" i hear someone say.

i look up and see Glenn.

i wipe my tears and stand up.

"what do you want?" i say in a manly tone.

"listen to me for a minute!" Glenn scolds.

"WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU ALL YOU DO IS MAKE ME FEEL WORTHLESS AND YOU ALWAYS MAKE FUN FUN OF RON!" I scream.

"i'm sorry Carl." he apologizes. 

"i just wanted to let you know that i'm sorry and i was being a total jerk... i just thought of Maggie being that way... you know.... dead and i took it out on you... and i'm sorry." Glenn says.

i walk up to him.

"you think a 'sorry' well fix all the pain you caused!?" i yell making air quotes with me finger on the word 'sorry'"

"I HATE ALL OF YOU!" i yell.

Glenn brings me into a hug.

i try to push away.

"get off!" i scream while crying.

he does the exact opposite and brings me closer.

"i want Ron!" i yell while crying.

"i know." Glenn says.